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Sunday, 31 October, 2010 !@#$% 12:30 PM
i have been trying too hard to be somebody that i THOUGHT dear will like and love. its been so hard on me, and even us because i have failed to realized that she loves me for who i am, instead of what i will become. most importantly, i must love her the way i do! not by other people's standards... i owe it to dear for always being so patient and loving to her blur block boyfriend. so sorry that i have caused you so much nonsense... thank you for being there for me! no more negative thoughts, and i have to be more confident in myself. much much more. please continue to be patient dear... i am still learning, and i will change for the better! rest assured, this is not an excuse. hope to see what you had prepared for me on wed!!!! |