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Tuesday, 17 April 2007 !@#$% 11:26 pm
today,was another day in school. i am feeling better i guess? i dunno. again, SURPRISES. i found out today that a girl in class whom i thought was kinda boring was actually very very funny. lol, her name is lu yi and i really find her very weird at first. but today, during PW, i was really amazed when she cracked a joke on barron. lol. and i realised that shereen actually tears when she has a cold. lol. that is one wierd way to be sick. btw, barron shereen and lu yi, we are all in the same pw group. i believe we could score pretty well, IF WE PERSERVERE. i know we will make it through. today was a pretty dry day at school. had lectures and most dreaded, phy tutorial. well, thats jc life for me. i really hope i can carry on. i do not even have time for myself, i am losing touch with myself. as natasha had said, i have become a fossil, millons of years B.C. had pw tution at the british council today, it was kinda slow paced,and felt that it could end earlier. it was afterall, very useful. i feel very very stressed and pressured lately. seems as though i do not understand anything in school at all. BUT i do know that i have friends in class that i can count on. and, most importantly, JESUS. being in srjc has really been the time of my life, i thought i would hate it, but seems as though 1s20 has really changed my life. however i still wish that we could be much closer. and we are. i am feeling lonely, i dunno why. well, that all? yea i think so, still got rebuttal to study. sometimes i just wish i was born smart, born rich, born with a person to love and be loved by that person. have i found this person? in heaven and earth, yea, god. on earth? besides my family and friends, yea, i think i am missing sth. a good friend well, had lost one, and had found one. hopefully, we can continue this friendship. lol. "all things are possiable with god" said by junliangkenneth. |