today was very a very tiring and busy day,

got CCA till abt 5 today,

just came back from school feeling like a old man.

watched "kung fu hustle" in school today,

till some irritating dude came and watched,

and had alot of comments.

well,

wad a day yea?

had a bad econs lesson today,

do not really understnad wad the heck mrs christina tan was saying.

its not that she is lously,

she is in fact the best teacher i had had in years,

but i believe its me still wondering why am i dooing this for,

why am i comming to school,

why am i sleeping so late,

waking up so early.i am losing myself.

got back our test results today,

they were G.P. and maths,

did pretty well,

had full marks for maths

and 15/25 for g.p.

u guys might think its damn gd,

but it has already got onto me,

this means more consistent grades from now on.

i gotta work harder,

i gotta strive,

i canont fall,

not now.

i got my dream,

everyday

as we are in classes,

i can always hear the F-16s flying over our school,

i always see them cutting through the sky like a bullet.

each time i hear these,

i get a mixed feeling,

i am happy that i have a dream to be a pilot

but it seems that today,

i cannot see the road in front of me.i do not know wads ahead of me now.

i am lost

stuck in the moment,

all i can do now is depend on god.

i am like a fish out of water,

i am not where i think i supposed to be.

will my dream come true?

i got no idea,

but i am just gonna work hard.

thats all i can do,

no turning back now.

i am still feeling very tired.

played my guitar today,


its been a long time since i had played it,

i played "gone so young" by amber pacific today

i really wish that some one will say these to me,

Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright And if I should fall, I know you're waiting And if I should call, I know you're there If ever you cry just know I'm in your heart tonight... I'm in your heart tonight.


well?

seems unreal to me now.

the f-16s flew very low today,

during photography,

as i zoomed my cam,

could see the cockpit of the plane,

with the pilot inside,

wonder if i could be the one looking down instead.

well,

pingyan is still beautiful, lol

yup.

just a comment,

no feelings

lol.

with god i can do all things, with him through him.

AMEN!

today was very a very tiring and busy day,

got CCA till abt 5 today,

just came back from school feeling like a old man.

watched "kung fu hustle" in school today,

till some irritating dude came and watched,

and had alot of comments.

well,

wad a day yea?

had a bad econs lesson today,

do not really understnad wad the heck mrs christina tan was saying.

its not that she is lously,

she is in fact the best teacher i had had in years,

but i believe its me still wondering why am i dooing this for,

why am i comming to school,

why am i sleeping so late,

waking up so early.i am losing myself.

got back our test results today,

they were G.P. and maths,

did pretty well,

had full marks for maths

and 15/25 for g.p.

u guys might think its damn gd,

but it has already got onto me,

this means more consistent grades from now on.

i gotta work harder,

i gotta strive,

i canont fall,

not now.

i got my dream,

everyday

as we are in classes,

i can always hear the F-16s flying over our school,

i always see them cutting through the sky like a bullet.

each time i hear these,

i get a mixed feeling,

i am happy that i have a dream to be a pilot

but it seems that today,

i cannot see the road in front of me.i do not know wads ahead of me now.

i am lost

stuck in the moment,

all i can do now is depend on god.

i am like a fish out of water,

i am not where i think i supposed to be.

will my dream come true?

i got no idea,

but i am just gonna work hard.

thats all i can do,

no turning back now.

i am still feeling very tired.

played my guitar today,


its been a long time since i had played it,

i played "gone so young" by amber pacific today

i really wish that some one will say these to me,

Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright Wherever you go, I will be waiting Whenever you call, I will be there Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright And if I should fall, I know you're waiting And if I should call, I know you're there If ever you cry just know I'm in your heart tonight... I'm in your heart tonight.


well?

seems unreal to me now.

the f-16s flew very low today,

during photography,

as i zoomed my cam,

could see the cockpit of the plane,

with the pilot inside,

wonder if i could be the one looking down instead.

well,

pingyan is still beautiful, lol

yup.

just a comment,

no feelings

lol.

with god i can do all things, with him through him.

AMEN!