its been more than a month that i have last posted anything on this dead crap. lol, i have been very busy lately, doing nth, a total contrast yea? yup. i am feeling very lazy lately, i have been slacking my ass daily.

lets go back to the first week of our school holidays, the whole week was spent with days spent in school, i did not absorb anything at all, in fact i failed my chem test, got a U grade, thats bad, i have consulted my teachers, understand a little bit, but still very shakey, i have lost my motivation to study really, i feel like crap, its as if i go to school for no reason. BUT i must always remeber my dream, my reason for comming to a JC. that is to be a pilot, not an ordinary one, but an f -16 pilot in RSAF. i know this sounds very unrealistic, but i am going to try, at least i know i tried. i want to grow up, and be able to fly my wife up in the sky to see the sun set, fly my child up to the sky to take a look at our home, i wanna live my life to do sth different from any other folks, its my dream.

2nd week of june holidays is spent in changi camp, where we had aspire camp. it was a camp of mixed reactions.i had to do duties for photography to take pictures of the camp and everything to do with it. as some of u guys know that this CCA now is a total contrast from my previous. in fact much of the time during the camp, i wanted to beat this guy called ****** so bad. i wanted to scream at him. but hey, i am in SRJC no more SASNCC... anyway, why should i feel bad, angry over an idiot like him? i maybe the only person in SRJC that wants to kill him, but i dun care, anyway, he seems to hate me so much, that he keeps picking on me, making comments that he things is damn smart, but i do feel, its those sissy comments that petty boys make... i only got one thing to say to him, look at ur face, kiss it...

however, its not the only thing that pisses me off during the camp, perhaps because i am new, perhaps i got a idiot looking face, perhaps i got no chemistry with leaders of SRJC, but it seems as though that everytime i snap a photo, comments will be made, "idiot, stupid, fucker, lame shit, dog, fool, fuck off, bitch, gay dog, loser, slacker, extra" etc... it seems as though i am a nerd holding a camera, snaping photos to irritate people. COME ON GUYS! i am just doing my job, u hate it, look away, dun care me, why make such hurtful comments? u think holding a camera worth $1,029 is a fun thing to do? standing up the whole day, snaping photos, cleaning the lens, protecting the camera from salt, reviewing photos of the day, charging batteries, first one to reach places to get the best photos, leaving last to catch the last moment of the day. worrying about the camera if salt enters the sensors... pls, be more sensetive, spare a thought for me, u guys get the memories in print, not me. i am doing u guys a free favour, if u hate me so much, heck the photos, just dun blame me if u miss those memories, cos i miss mine in SAS and i regretted not having a cam with me.

it was kinda fun during the camp, but again, i seem to be well hated again, including my teams mates, well, guess i am immuned to this hate thing thats going on with my life, seems that i really got no chemistry with people generally.well? thats life yea? u cannot have the world to like u, "wad come around, goes around" perhaps knowing many people in sas was a bad choice after all... now i dun feel gd at all, it is so different from the past, in sas, people will smile, give u a wave, a nice spinch on the tits, a slap on the butt, a shout of your name from the other side of the school, people in SRJC seems to be really different, maybe its just me, but i do feel that it is really different there, perhaps thats why we are always stagnant in where we are, if i am right, i can understand why mr tan ( our principle) has always spoken on changing the culture of our school. SRJC has no culture at all. i am not saying that SRJC is a bad school, its a place of opputurnity with nice teachers and all, its just that perhaps, i am not used to the culture here, well, again, i amybe wrong, the problem may lie one me myself...

during our "class" outing, lin qiang asked me all of a sudden, "jun liang, have u ever got the urge to stead anot?" i was kinda shocked when he asked such a question, my mom has always teased me that i am getting old, and that i am too ugly to have a girlfriend ( she also says thats why the girls in the class refused to come to the class outing), but hey, who on earth does not want to be loved by someone else special? i do, but there are things that have to be sorted out first, these are some questions that i usually ask myself before i set my eyes on a girl

1. is she christian?
2. is it just inflatuation?
3. do i love her?
4. why do i like her?
5. would she consider an idiot like me?

it may sound wierd, but hey, better not hurt a girl's heart right? at least i consider before hand than rush into things. well, see how lah, i may not even have the time for a girl too, but maybe she can change the way i see things.

well? on wed, the 13th, i heard a very wierd sound in the moring, my table started to vibrate a little, then, the sound became a rumble which soon became an all to fimilar roar, the F-16s, i ran to the window and guess wad, I SAW A FORMATION OF F - 16 FLEW OVER MY BLOCK. man the roar was awesome, as they flew by, the moring sun casted shadows on the gound below, it was freaking cool. they came back again about twice during the next hour, and all i could do was just stare, man... can u imagine? 10000++ worth of trust and 100++ litres of fuel pushing u through the sky... not your everyday cup of tea, but i certainly hope that it will be mine.

only one thing to do now, study hard!

well? thats all i guess?

...

its been more than a month that i have last posted anything on this dead crap. lol, i have been very busy lately, doing nth, a total contrast yea? yup. i am feeling very lazy lately, i have been slacking my ass daily.

lets go back to the first week of our school holidays, the whole week was spent with days spent in school, i did not absorb anything at all, in fact i failed my chem test, got a U grade, thats bad, i have consulted my teachers, understand a little bit, but still very shakey, i have lost my motivation to study really, i feel like crap, its as if i go to school for no reason. BUT i must always remeber my dream, my reason for comming to a JC. that is to be a pilot, not an ordinary one, but an f -16 pilot in RSAF. i know this sounds very unrealistic, but i am going to try, at least i know i tried. i want to grow up, and be able to fly my wife up in the sky to see the sun set, fly my child up to the sky to take a look at our home, i wanna live my life to do sth different from any other folks, its my dream.

2nd week of june holidays is spent in changi camp, where we had aspire camp. it was a camp of mixed reactions.i had to do duties for photography to take pictures of the camp and everything to do with it. as some of u guys know that this CCA now is a total contrast from my previous. in fact much of the time during the camp, i wanted to beat this guy called ****** so bad. i wanted to scream at him. but hey, i am in SRJC no more SASNCC... anyway, why should i feel bad, angry over an idiot like him? i maybe the only person in SRJC that wants to kill him, but i dun care, anyway, he seems to hate me so much, that he keeps picking on me, making comments that he things is damn smart, but i do feel, its those sissy comments that petty boys make... i only got one thing to say to him, look at ur face, kiss it...

however, its not the only thing that pisses me off during the camp, perhaps because i am new, perhaps i got a idiot looking face, perhaps i got no chemistry with leaders of SRJC, but it seems as though that everytime i snap a photo, comments will be made, "idiot, stupid, fucker, lame shit, dog, fool, fuck off, bitch, gay dog, loser, slacker, extra" etc... it seems as though i am a nerd holding a camera, snaping photos to irritate people. COME ON GUYS! i am just doing my job, u hate it, look away, dun care me, why make such hurtful comments? u think holding a camera worth $1,029 is a fun thing to do? standing up the whole day, snaping photos, cleaning the lens, protecting the camera from salt, reviewing photos of the day, charging batteries, first one to reach places to get the best photos, leaving last to catch the last moment of the day. worrying about the camera if salt enters the sensors... pls, be more sensetive, spare a thought for me, u guys get the memories in print, not me. i am doing u guys a free favour, if u hate me so much, heck the photos, just dun blame me if u miss those memories, cos i miss mine in SAS and i regretted not having a cam with me.

it was kinda fun during the camp, but again, i seem to be well hated again, including my teams mates, well, guess i am immuned to this hate thing thats going on with my life, seems that i really got no chemistry with people generally.well? thats life yea? u cannot have the world to like u, "wad come around, goes around" perhaps knowing many people in sas was a bad choice after all... now i dun feel gd at all, it is so different from the past, in sas, people will smile, give u a wave, a nice spinch on the tits, a slap on the butt, a shout of your name from the other side of the school, people in SRJC seems to be really different, maybe its just me, but i do feel that it is really different there, perhaps thats why we are always stagnant in where we are, if i am right, i can understand why mr tan ( our principle) has always spoken on changing the culture of our school. SRJC has no culture at all. i am not saying that SRJC is a bad school, its a place of opputurnity with nice teachers and all, its just that perhaps, i am not used to the culture here, well, again, i amybe wrong, the problem may lie one me myself...

during our "class" outing, lin qiang asked me all of a sudden, "jun liang, have u ever got the urge to stead anot?" i was kinda shocked when he asked such a question, my mom has always teased me that i am getting old, and that i am too ugly to have a girlfriend ( she also says thats why the girls in the class refused to come to the class outing), but hey, who on earth does not want to be loved by someone else special? i do, but there are things that have to be sorted out first, these are some questions that i usually ask myself before i set my eyes on a girl

1. is she christian?
2. is it just inflatuation?
3. do i love her?
4. why do i like her?
5. would she consider an idiot like me?

it may sound wierd, but hey, better not hurt a girl's heart right? at least i consider before hand than rush into things. well, see how lah, i may not even have the time for a girl too, but maybe she can change the way i see things.

well? on wed, the 13th, i heard a very wierd sound in the moring, my table started to vibrate a little, then, the sound became a rumble which soon became an all to fimilar roar, the F-16s, i ran to the window and guess wad, I SAW A FORMATION OF F - 16 FLEW OVER MY BLOCK. man the roar was awesome, as they flew by, the moring sun casted shadows on the gound below, it was freaking cool. they came back again about twice during the next hour, and all i could do was just stare, man... can u imagine? 10000++ worth of trust and 100++ litres of fuel pushing u through the sky... not your everyday cup of tea, but i certainly hope that it will be mine.

only one thing to do now, study hard!

well? thats all i guess?

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