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emotions comeback intervention time


Sunday, 8 July 2007 !@#$% 10:06 pm
monday

i am giving up. nth i do seems to be right at all. nth is going the way i have planned it to be. life is bad now. very very bad. i cannot stand it anymore, even my own family is against me. i cannot believe it. i got no encouragment, i got no support, i am too tired. i cannot carry on. this is not me. perhaps i should end it. i am losing it. everything is going wrong, i cannot concentrate, i cannot bring myself back, yes, i should move on, yes everybody fails, but i have never failed to such an extent. why can't i just be successful? why? i did not do anything wrong to deserve this. i cannot do anything. i try to move on, but i just cannot.i am too weak. why? why? why i cannot enjoy my life and yet score well? why do i have to work so hard and yet fail? does this mean that 12 am is not enough? should i study till 2? should i even slp? why?why?why do people treat me like a toy? why?why? why am i treated like this? why?i am tired, i cannot carry on, no matter how hard i try, i still fail, i fall like nobody's business. why can't i take it easy? why am i so hard on myself? why?

why am i even doing this?


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