yesterday, i went to the national studium to take some pictures. it was really hot yesterday, we are supposed to meet at 2.30, i was there at 2.15, and guess wad, the rest of the peeps came at 3... well, it has always been like that... lol, i could only take pictures of the outside of the stadium, cannot go in, why? cos never buy tickets. well, i took some pictures that i think were quite ok, but i really wished i could go in to take. lol. yi bing came at 4, when i saw his face, i knew that sth wrong happened, guess wad, he left his tripod in the taxi... he was damn pissed off, and didn't feel like talking, so i went off to meet lin qiang at kallang mrt. again, like always, me, the nerd, wishoutofwater is lost. i do not know how to go to kallang mrt, so i approached those bus conductor to ask for directions, this dude told me to walk down the road to the next bus stop to take bus 11, i walked abt 200 metres, and guess wad, there was not bus 11. lol, so again, i approached some bus drivers, and guess wad, they told me to walk back to the bus stop which i came from... lol. as i went back, there was 2 malay men there, one was called "uncle ali" and the other, unknown... lol, they were the kindest(if theres such a word) persons i have ever met in singapore. uncle ali, was kinda concern for me, he could not speak gd english, but i could figure out wad he was asking, he was asking why am i going away from the stadium, when people are streaming in from the busses, the other man too was really curious too, so i told them i came to take photos of the stadium, as some of u guys know, yesterday the stadium had soccer matches on, and they asked why i did not go in to the stadium to take picture, i told them that i do not have any tickets at all...

and guess wad, this unknown guy, actually took out a ticket, offered to me. he says that he has extra, and pictures taken in the stadium would be cool. i was shocked. who on earth will be so kind to a stranger? i will not. that brief 10 minutes in the bus stop was the best in my 17 years on earth. people actually cared about me, asking wad i was doing, how am i, offering me $15 tickets for free into the stadium. they were telling me not to worry as the bus usually comes late. the whole while they were smiling, they were so kind towards me. wad have i done to deserve this? i have always thought that singaporeans were all selfish and greedy, until yesterday. as soon as i stepped to the bus stop, the bus came. as i boarded the bus, i could not help but felt touched by this 2 strangers, i could only wave back, as i travelled to kallang mrt.

i saw lq there waiting already. he was kinda lost, lol, looking left and right, we then walked back to the stadium... and i tell u, we laterally walked the parameter of the stadium, we walked from kalang mrt, all the way, to nicoll highway man, LOL... i dunno, i have only meet this dude for what, 20 weeks? i clearly remeber loathing coming into SRJC, but this dude, is just extraordinary, for the whole "walk" we never stopped talking, we just talk and talk and talk... honestly, i have never talked so much with someone ever since maurice left for australlia... its sems as though i was back to myself again, people would not mind what i say, cos it seems like words to them, not crap. i really do not know how i could take the fireworks without the help of lq, whom have accompanied me to walk abt what, 5km??? lol. we had BK and played pool...

lol, it seems like comming to srjc, i have grown up a whole lot. the nerd whom do not play pool, seems to be catching up in the game, all thanks to lq whom taught me how to play pool, lol, i really felt like a 17 year old... this is wad life should be, instead of studying, studying, playing hard was one thing i never knew... yesterday, was a day that i never thought of anything else but only being happy. it was indeed a day...

as it approaches 9, we reached a jetty with the stadium directly in front of us, with the indoor stadium at 2'oclock.it was a view that was so nice... it was calm, and yet beautiful. we took 5 minutes to set up a tripod( ordinary people take 30 seconds). can u imagine 2 males down at the jetty, figuring out how to set up a tripod, and at 3 minutes intervals, started bursting out in laughter to realise how dumb we were? lol, i laughed... i actually laughed from the inside, a real honest laugh. we waited for and hour 15 minutes for the fireworks... we talked the whole while, till we thirst...

we waited for so long, and guess what, the fireworks lasted about 1 minute... WTF (wah thats fierce) i was hoping for more but... could only take 2 average pictures of the fireworks... it was sad but well... too bad...

by the time, it was already 10.30, from kallang, we then walked all the way to raffles hotel actually for coffee... but the shop had closed, so we went to 7 - 11 to get slurplee... the first time i had slurplee was with maurice... i remeber the both of us taking the big glup cup the filling it up to the brim with coke slurplee... lol, we could not finish it at all... and maurice was my best friend... i hope that this slurplee will not be the last with lq. we then headed home sepreately...

time flies when u are having fun...

have u ever held on to sth that u thought was true, but ended up knowing that it was all a joke? i had, i placed my heart in the wrong person, to only now realised that i was holding on to nth... lol, i think i am the stupidest person in the world, to be such a fool, i guess that to her, i am just another boy, another friend, i took her as someone i liked. get the difference? its a whole difference... i do feel kinda cheated now... why do i worry abt her when she is sad, concerned for her? lol, stupid stupid fool. i really cannot continue to be friends, i just can't. as many people have told me, cherish singlehood... i will, but i just cannot imagine how dumb i was, forgive me, but i was a Fu&^ng idiot... i felt better after telling it to lq, it was like a burden off my already heavy shoulders. i might regret my decesion, but hey, 4 years of waiting, hinting, praying i had enough, i got more important things that my energy can be placed on...

if u read until here, i thank u friend, i know bean, joshua, lokie dear(marcus loke my gay partner) chloe, lq, barnabus, has, lol. perhaps these are the people that are really my friends? no matter what i will remeber those who came and went in my life, and to ANTO too, thanks for sending the SMS all the way from america, made me cry u idiot, ur friendship i will remeber all my life dude...

i am really thankful that i still have friends that are true to me... including strangers too...

kennethlimjunliang

yesterday, i went to the national studium to take some pictures. it was really hot yesterday, we are supposed to meet at 2.30, i was there at 2.15, and guess wad, the rest of the peeps came at 3... well, it has always been like that... lol, i could only take pictures of the outside of the stadium, cannot go in, why? cos never buy tickets. well, i took some pictures that i think were quite ok, but i really wished i could go in to take. lol. yi bing came at 4, when i saw his face, i knew that sth wrong happened, guess wad, he left his tripod in the taxi... he was damn pissed off, and didn't feel like talking, so i went off to meet lin qiang at kallang mrt. again, like always, me, the nerd, wishoutofwater is lost. i do not know how to go to kallang mrt, so i approached those bus conductor to ask for directions, this dude told me to walk down the road to the next bus stop to take bus 11, i walked abt 200 metres, and guess wad, there was not bus 11. lol, so again, i approached some bus drivers, and guess wad, they told me to walk back to the bus stop which i came from... lol. as i went back, there was 2 malay men there, one was called "uncle ali" and the other, unknown... lol, they were the kindest(if theres such a word) persons i have ever met in singapore. uncle ali, was kinda concern for me, he could not speak gd english, but i could figure out wad he was asking, he was asking why am i going away from the stadium, when people are streaming in from the busses, the other man too was really curious too, so i told them i came to take photos of the stadium, as some of u guys know, yesterday the stadium had soccer matches on, and they asked why i did not go in to the stadium to take picture, i told them that i do not have any tickets at all...

and guess wad, this unknown guy, actually took out a ticket, offered to me. he says that he has extra, and pictures taken in the stadium would be cool. i was shocked. who on earth will be so kind to a stranger? i will not. that brief 10 minutes in the bus stop was the best in my 17 years on earth. people actually cared about me, asking wad i was doing, how am i, offering me $15 tickets for free into the stadium. they were telling me not to worry as the bus usually comes late. the whole while they were smiling, they were so kind towards me. wad have i done to deserve this? i have always thought that singaporeans were all selfish and greedy, until yesterday. as soon as i stepped to the bus stop, the bus came. as i boarded the bus, i could not help but felt touched by this 2 strangers, i could only wave back, as i travelled to kallang mrt.

i saw lq there waiting already. he was kinda lost, lol, looking left and right, we then walked back to the stadium... and i tell u, we laterally walked the parameter of the stadium, we walked from kalang mrt, all the way, to nicoll highway man, LOL... i dunno, i have only meet this dude for what, 20 weeks? i clearly remeber loathing coming into SRJC, but this dude, is just extraordinary, for the whole "walk" we never stopped talking, we just talk and talk and talk... honestly, i have never talked so much with someone ever since maurice left for australlia... its sems as though i was back to myself again, people would not mind what i say, cos it seems like words to them, not crap. i really do not know how i could take the fireworks without the help of lq, whom have accompanied me to walk abt what, 5km??? lol. we had BK and played pool...

lol, it seems like comming to srjc, i have grown up a whole lot. the nerd whom do not play pool, seems to be catching up in the game, all thanks to lq whom taught me how to play pool, lol, i really felt like a 17 year old... this is wad life should be, instead of studying, studying, playing hard was one thing i never knew... yesterday, was a day that i never thought of anything else but only being happy. it was indeed a day...

as it approaches 9, we reached a jetty with the stadium directly in front of us, with the indoor stadium at 2'oclock.it was a view that was so nice... it was calm, and yet beautiful. we took 5 minutes to set up a tripod( ordinary people take 30 seconds). can u imagine 2 males down at the jetty, figuring out how to set up a tripod, and at 3 minutes intervals, started bursting out in laughter to realise how dumb we were? lol, i laughed... i actually laughed from the inside, a real honest laugh. we waited for and hour 15 minutes for the fireworks... we talked the whole while, till we thirst...

we waited for so long, and guess what, the fireworks lasted about 1 minute... WTF (wah thats fierce) i was hoping for more but... could only take 2 average pictures of the fireworks... it was sad but well... too bad...

by the time, it was already 10.30, from kallang, we then walked all the way to raffles hotel actually for coffee... but the shop had closed, so we went to 7 - 11 to get slurplee... the first time i had slurplee was with maurice... i remeber the both of us taking the big glup cup the filling it up to the brim with coke slurplee... lol, we could not finish it at all... and maurice was my best friend... i hope that this slurplee will not be the last with lq. we then headed home sepreately...

time flies when u are having fun...

have u ever held on to sth that u thought was true, but ended up knowing that it was all a joke? i had, i placed my heart in the wrong person, to only now realised that i was holding on to nth... lol, i think i am the stupidest person in the world, to be such a fool, i guess that to her, i am just another boy, another friend, i took her as someone i liked. get the difference? its a whole difference... i do feel kinda cheated now... why do i worry abt her when she is sad, concerned for her? lol, stupid stupid fool. i really cannot continue to be friends, i just can't. as many people have told me, cherish singlehood... i will, but i just cannot imagine how dumb i was, forgive me, but i was a Fu&^ng idiot... i felt better after telling it to lq, it was like a burden off my already heavy shoulders. i might regret my decesion, but hey, 4 years of waiting, hinting, praying i had enough, i got more important things that my energy can be placed on...

if u read until here, i thank u friend, i know bean, joshua, lokie dear(marcus loke my gay partner) chloe, lq, barnabus, has, lol. perhaps these are the people that are really my friends? no matter what i will remeber those who came and went in my life, and to ANTO too, thanks for sending the SMS all the way from america, made me cry u idiot, ur friendship i will remeber all my life dude...

i am really thankful that i still have friends that are true to me... including strangers too...

kennethlimjunliang