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Monday, 9 July 2007 !@#$% 1:06 pm
what a weekend, i did nothing but study, did econs, and EoM. i have scored, U, U, E, D, U for the respective subs that i study. what a grade yea? never in my life as a student have i scored such grades. it was so bad that even th teachers suspects that i was not studying. lol, my grades now, are a total contrast to my first intake clas tests. is it my study methods? or is it because i am so stupid? my maths tutor went through my paper with the class, and guess what, everyone could do all the questions i dunno. AND IT WAS EASY PEASY to them... great... 2 more weeks left till the release of SYFC's interview results, which means if i can go for the private pilot's licence course. its free of charge, and there was aboout 30 ++ applicants for interview. being able to be at the interview itself is an achievement, as told my the staff there as amny others whom could not make it was due to their health. that mean i am healthy... fit to be a pilot. well? commitment, 4 times a week. with my results, including my mugging, i think i will flung if i carry on with SYFC. should i continue? i got no idea at all. i am going mad, really. i am starting to wonder why i come into a JC, if i was talking Games Design and Technology in republic poly, i would be a happier person. i will be playing games as homework. man... this is when i began to weigh my future and present if i mug like a dog, CAN I EVEN score gd enough to go to a local university? dun mention a SAF schloarship... gettin into a local U will be the best thing that could happen to me. perhaps i should listen to my sec school teachers, go to poly, its a better place. damn. i really want to give up, i have been crying alone at night, why? i dunno, just feel like crying. some people say i am to hard in myself, that i am too stress. but if i relax, i believe i will do worst... i have also lost my concentration, my boost, my morale, my strength to carry on. i have been really blessed by god to have such a bunch of caring, loving teachers and friends around me ( minority ) but i am still thankful for god. without him, man... i might end my life... guys, please pray for me... i am gettin weak each day, but it seems that some people just do not understand. is it because i seem so cheerful, relaxed during school? i am like that COS i have jesus as my saviour in my life, thats why i am happy, maybe sometimes (crazy). but in terms of studies... i am dead. for u guys whom JC life to u is relaxed... u are nuts, for thse in poly and still complainin, lets switch places... (the grass is always greener on the other side yea?) anyway, god has been really gd to me this year, i was never late, the buses, mrt always come on time, i never woke up late, i was able to mix around with most people, i am blessed with such gd teachers. my sec school friends still remeber me. i am blessed, really i am, and i thank god. i guess i should not complain so much. seems like most people around me are struck with love sickness... i call it luvgee (dengue), but with love. it seems that the world is in love... lol, so much so that we are more aware that our earth is dying... i am not love sick or anything, is just that i think i am going to fail my first target as an adult, that is to be married at 21. lol. mom always say, if i can get a girl i am damn lucky, why? look at my face, my body... not perfect at all... lol. more important is my character right? perhaps i just lack the chemistry with people.well? i got no idea, i am just jealous that i see so many love birds around me. Intro: G We're gonna dance dance dance G In the freedom we know F We're gonna dance dance dance F In the freedom we know Em We're gonna dance dance dance Em In the freedom we know F Because the freedom we know is gonna last forever G F G F G F G F Verse 1: G The world turns in all of its ways G But I'm soul set on a holy name Em F And when all earth is said and done G F G F Still I will praise Him Verse 2: G There's no end to the love that He gives G And now broken dreams have life again Em F In the hope of the risen King G F G F So let us praise Him PreChorus: D Em A mystery unthinkable C That He took the fall just to save my soul D Em Now to love is the life I know F On and on and on we’ll be singin’ Chorus: G D Em Soul set free in the One I love F C Oh come on come on G D And let the whole earth sing Em In the freedom we know F C So come on come on and praise Him G F G F G F G F Verse 3: Come come all the lost and the found Let us rise up with a holy sound All the earth unified as one Just to praise Him Verse 4: In full view with nothing to hide Like a city on a hill we're gonna shine In the light of Your freedom Let us praise Him Bridge: G We're gonna dance dance dance G In the freedom we know F We're gonna dance dance dance F In the freedom we know Em We're gonna dance dance dance Em In the freedom we know F Because the freedom we know is gonna last forever ©2006 Hillsong Publishing (Admin. in U.S. & Canada by Integrity's Hosanna! Music)All rights reserved. International copyright secured.CCLI song #4591861 AMEN! i am tired... |