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Thursday, 19 July 2007 !@#$% 10:36 pm
hw... hw... hw... mom says perhaps i should quit school for poly... wow... school like always, so long, so boring, i cannot understand anything... life bad... wait... i kinda forget whats life... lunch is now power nap time, break is tahu goreng... then pull ups, pull ups... assisted pull ups... diamond push ups... i am really considering poly now, looking at my grades now... i am not concentrating again, and i really need to have confidence... one thing thats very very difficult for me... why do i keep thinking about u? do you even know? u are always so predictable... guess u do not even know its YOU that i am mentioning now... 3 days from now... i will make up my mind abt you... then on, i will move on... i hope i could, and can, find someone else like you... unless u can read my mind, and change it... well... life goes one with no aim, empty future, fatigue so overwheming that i slp during lectures and tutorials... how am i going to survive my life with SYFC? argh... now... being a pilot in RSAF will be the bonus now... i am now know to most students and teachers as cameraman... i want to slp... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ch3hppFG3UQ |