had econs test today, finished before the time ended. i do not have any confidence in it, oh well... it was another week of HW and tests

just passed my maths test, was damn confident that i will get full marks, well guess i was too confident. i am tired...

things are kinda ok this week, just that on monday...

basically we had a meeting with PW teacher then teacher asked if there are any problems with the team, well theres this person in my team, dunno from where, slack like a dog, does nth, everything last minute, this person is like the only person in singapore, a JC student that does not seem to care abt pw at all. this person is so arogant, that this person thinks that my teams pw suck so much that this person is too gd for it. so what if ur english got A1? so what? guess what, this person is so arrogant, that he ticks all of his contents to be EXCEEDING EXPECTATIONS...

i tell you... this person sucks so hard, this person does not even know... i am ont going to care about this person anymore, i am not going to submit my teams work with his name. i am not goin to have anything to do with him...

PW teacher wanted to submit a REPORT on him... he is bound to get an E grade for PW... but, my teacher then says he cannot do so, cos our planning minutes did not indicate what i said. to cut the long story short, this person is so arrogant, that he does not listen to his team leader, this person is so arrogant that he WANTS ME TO DO ALL HIS WORK FOR HIM. i am doing it cos i want my A, any thing other than that, this person is an ASS.

basically, there is not enough evidence ( he bullshitted alll the way when we spoke to the PW teacher) therefore the case is dropped... WTF, how much evidence do you need from 4 other group members? there is no concrete proof? this person is so damn lucky, that he can escape from this? i am not going to allow this to happen again, i will make damn sure he does not get an A as he so confidently thinks he could, without us, YOU ARE NOTHING, DO NOT FORGET, YOU OWE US ONE, YOU GOT NO WHERE TO GO, WE ACCEPTED YOU, SO U DAMN WELL BE SMART AND DUN THINK YOU ARE DAMN GOOD, YOU ARE IN A CLASS THAT IS WAY BETTER THAN YOU IN INTELLIGENCE, INTEGRITY, CHARACTER, ATTITUDE.

watch your words...

i cried because of it, not becuase i felt unfairly treated, but i had enough, all the bad things seems to be rainning down on me, all the stress, the failures, the tiredness, everything seems to go wrong in my life, why can't i have a smooth sailing life? why cannot i be like the best? i got no idea... i went to the squash court, and cried, just like how i have been ever since i can remeber

this is the first time i actually cired in front of someone... that person is LQ, i was so pissed, that i even did not say hi to joalin, yolander. i was so pissed and angry that i just ignored them.

there was nothing to be said, all LQ did was be there for me, no words, no actions, just a ssimple tap on the shoulders, he sat there with me, 15 minutes that passed was the most painful time... all i did was prayed while i cried, theres nth that i could do, all i know was to pray that god will help lift this burdens for me. all these burdens was so heavy, from HW, school, life, relationships, everything.

thank god that LQ was there.

100 pages of songapore youth flying club lectures papers to be printed. damn... all the ink is going to dry up... i am not excited, just worried, things are different now, there is no one that i can share my burdens with ( like i had someone before...)LQ too has his problems, everyone has their problems, guess its too selfish to let others know how i feel, does anyone care? i think not...

life is going to be different now, i am going to fly a plane, i am going to score well in my As, i am going to go to the local U, i am going to work hard, and be a pilot in RSAF. but, if i fail my promos...

i do not want to go into the details...

life will go on, picking myself up again, gotta be strong, lol, joalin calls me sir, i guess i look tough in the outside, but like stick in the inside, so weak...




fire fall down, fire fall down
on us we pray,
as we seek you,
fire fall down fire fall down
on us we pray,

had econs test today, finished before the time ended. i do not have any confidence in it, oh well... it was another week of HW and tests

just passed my maths test, was damn confident that i will get full marks, well guess i was too confident. i am tired...

things are kinda ok this week, just that on monday...

basically we had a meeting with PW teacher then teacher asked if there are any problems with the team, well theres this person in my team, dunno from where, slack like a dog, does nth, everything last minute, this person is like the only person in singapore, a JC student that does not seem to care abt pw at all. this person is so arogant, that this person thinks that my teams pw suck so much that this person is too gd for it. so what if ur english got A1? so what? guess what, this person is so arrogant, that he ticks all of his contents to be EXCEEDING EXPECTATIONS...

i tell you... this person sucks so hard, this person does not even know... i am ont going to care about this person anymore, i am not going to submit my teams work with his name. i am not goin to have anything to do with him...

PW teacher wanted to submit a REPORT on him... he is bound to get an E grade for PW... but, my teacher then says he cannot do so, cos our planning minutes did not indicate what i said. to cut the long story short, this person is so arrogant, that he does not listen to his team leader, this person is so arrogant that he WANTS ME TO DO ALL HIS WORK FOR HIM. i am doing it cos i want my A, any thing other than that, this person is an ASS.

basically, there is not enough evidence ( he bullshitted alll the way when we spoke to the PW teacher) therefore the case is dropped... WTF, how much evidence do you need from 4 other group members? there is no concrete proof? this person is so damn lucky, that he can escape from this? i am not going to allow this to happen again, i will make damn sure he does not get an A as he so confidently thinks he could, without us, YOU ARE NOTHING, DO NOT FORGET, YOU OWE US ONE, YOU GOT NO WHERE TO GO, WE ACCEPTED YOU, SO U DAMN WELL BE SMART AND DUN THINK YOU ARE DAMN GOOD, YOU ARE IN A CLASS THAT IS WAY BETTER THAN YOU IN INTELLIGENCE, INTEGRITY, CHARACTER, ATTITUDE.

watch your words...

i cried because of it, not becuase i felt unfairly treated, but i had enough, all the bad things seems to be rainning down on me, all the stress, the failures, the tiredness, everything seems to go wrong in my life, why can't i have a smooth sailing life? why cannot i be like the best? i got no idea... i went to the squash court, and cried, just like how i have been ever since i can remeber

this is the first time i actually cired in front of someone... that person is LQ, i was so pissed, that i even did not say hi to joalin, yolander. i was so pissed and angry that i just ignored them.

there was nothing to be said, all LQ did was be there for me, no words, no actions, just a ssimple tap on the shoulders, he sat there with me, 15 minutes that passed was the most painful time... all i did was prayed while i cried, theres nth that i could do, all i know was to pray that god will help lift this burdens for me. all these burdens was so heavy, from HW, school, life, relationships, everything.

thank god that LQ was there.

100 pages of songapore youth flying club lectures papers to be printed. damn... all the ink is going to dry up... i am not excited, just worried, things are different now, there is no one that i can share my burdens with ( like i had someone before...)LQ too has his problems, everyone has their problems, guess its too selfish to let others know how i feel, does anyone care? i think not...

life is going to be different now, i am going to fly a plane, i am going to score well in my As, i am going to go to the local U, i am going to work hard, and be a pilot in RSAF. but, if i fail my promos...

i do not want to go into the details...

life will go on, picking myself up again, gotta be strong, lol, joalin calls me sir, i guess i look tough in the outside, but like stick in the inside, so weak...




fire fall down, fire fall down
on us we pray,
as we seek you,
fire fall down fire fall down
on us we pray,