its been a long long time since you SMSed me, let alone u calling me. i was never angry just because u did not want to go to watch fireworks, its just that i am very fustrated and annoyed. i thought u never knew, until today... in fact, i never expected u will be reading all these. it must have hurt when u have read those selfish things that i have said. i am sry for not considering your feelings at all. it was naive and foolish of me.

do not need to tell me anything. i know, i know what have happened, and i know its very very selfish of me not to even ask anything abt you. i am sry. i just conclude striaght away when u repiled me, i am sorry to jump to conclusions and not considering your situations you were in. it must have been hard on you.

i am sry that i missed your birthday, and i am sry for not being there for you when you needed me. i am sry for speaking such words to you; even when u tried to clarify with me. i was really very fustrated with you, i thought u never knew...

its my fault, i remeber you telling me its not the time right now, and i understand, really. i am sorry for being so mean to you, sry for being impatient and not trusting you at all. sry for not respecting your decision, denying you a chance to explain.

all you ever wanted from me was for me to be confident in myself, and a listening ear. i have always thought u have treated me like everybody else. i never knew that my words stayed in ur head for so long, i never knew that i had at least, an impression on you, and i never knew you told your friends abt me.

never before have anybody said something like this to me. i never knew that u trusted me so much.

i am sorry that i did not have the confidence to trust you. i am sorry.

i left you alone, i have let you down, its not the first time, its been so many times already. i can say so many "sorry", but are you willing to forgive me?

again, i still dunno how to speak to you. its just that, u blow me away. you are that special to me. no matter how hard i pray, i cannot come to a conclusion.

you have answered my question, you do not have to say it.

if what is written above is wrong, please tell me. if not, please tell me also.

all i want you to know is that each night when i do not hear news from you, i cry at night. everytime i face a problem, i think of you first, dun ask why i like you, i like you because of who you are. you are more than you think you are. you are special.

ok? so please do not look down on yourself, u can do it, i will always pray for you. you will do it.

kenneth

its been a long long time since you SMSed me, let alone u calling me. i was never angry just because u did not want to go to watch fireworks, its just that i am very fustrated and annoyed. i thought u never knew, until today... in fact, i never expected u will be reading all these. it must have hurt when u have read those selfish things that i have said. i am sry for not considering your feelings at all. it was naive and foolish of me.

do not need to tell me anything. i know, i know what have happened, and i know its very very selfish of me not to even ask anything abt you. i am sry. i just conclude striaght away when u repiled me, i am sorry to jump to conclusions and not considering your situations you were in. it must have been hard on you.

i am sry that i missed your birthday, and i am sry for not being there for you when you needed me. i am sry for speaking such words to you; even when u tried to clarify with me. i was really very fustrated with you, i thought u never knew...

its my fault, i remeber you telling me its not the time right now, and i understand, really. i am sorry for being so mean to you, sry for being impatient and not trusting you at all. sry for not respecting your decision, denying you a chance to explain.

all you ever wanted from me was for me to be confident in myself, and a listening ear. i have always thought u have treated me like everybody else. i never knew that my words stayed in ur head for so long, i never knew that i had at least, an impression on you, and i never knew you told your friends abt me.

never before have anybody said something like this to me. i never knew that u trusted me so much.

i am sorry that i did not have the confidence to trust you. i am sorry.

i left you alone, i have let you down, its not the first time, its been so many times already. i can say so many "sorry", but are you willing to forgive me?

again, i still dunno how to speak to you. its just that, u blow me away. you are that special to me. no matter how hard i pray, i cannot come to a conclusion.

you have answered my question, you do not have to say it.

if what is written above is wrong, please tell me. if not, please tell me also.

all i want you to know is that each night when i do not hear news from you, i cry at night. everytime i face a problem, i think of you first, dun ask why i like you, i like you because of who you are. you are more than you think you are. you are special.

ok? so please do not look down on yourself, u can do it, i will always pray for you. you will do it.

kenneth