one word, die die die, all the hw not done, no time, WR still need to do, tonite no slp again...omg... all the work not done, NOT DONE!!!!! HOW????? 5 days of holiday, 1 whole day spent in SYFC, maths tution... the rest of the 4 day, 1 whole day, do maths, left with 3 days... 3 days i did nth!!!! nth at all!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!


i look at the SFYC year book, all the people with their PPL (private pilots liences) all JC ppl, they hold 3 CCA... they score so gd, that they are scholars... that means the future pilots in RSAF...

sometimes i ask myself, why i cannot be them, why i cannot be smart, why i cannot achieve things that people can. am i really distracted?

people ask me why am i so negative... this is not abt being negative! its about being worried, bloody @$#(*@&$(*, university is the only way now, if i fail A level, how? i got no money to go overseas...how? i do not want to go to poly after 2 years (i am not saying poly is bad) i just do not want to waste my time, my parents money, my life...

my dreams how?

i am going to have to be positive now, nobody seems to be supporting me, i am alone now... so all the way, all they way, do it my way, and i must work hard, WORK HARD TO PAST MY PROMOS. IF I WANT IT I WILL WORK FOR IT! i am going to mug, mug mug, i dun give a damn to the bloody HOD PE in school, i am just going to skip maths, PE and chinese, i will attain my PPL and achieve my dreams. i will score, i will get what i want! i am going to mug, no sleep till 12, wake up at 3, mug. thats all i am going to do, and relax myself in SYFC. no outings, no games, nth. all i have now is GOD, SCHOOL,SYFC, SLEEP.

thats all...

one word, die die die, all the hw not done, no time, WR still need to do, tonite no slp again...omg... all the work not done, NOT DONE!!!!! HOW????? 5 days of holiday, 1 whole day spent in SYFC, maths tution... the rest of the 4 day, 1 whole day, do maths, left with 3 days... 3 days i did nth!!!! nth at all!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!


i look at the SFYC year book, all the people with their PPL (private pilots liences) all JC ppl, they hold 3 CCA... they score so gd, that they are scholars... that means the future pilots in RSAF...

sometimes i ask myself, why i cannot be them, why i cannot be smart, why i cannot achieve things that people can. am i really distracted?

people ask me why am i so negative... this is not abt being negative! its about being worried, bloody @$#(*@&$(*, university is the only way now, if i fail A level, how? i got no money to go overseas...how? i do not want to go to poly after 2 years (i am not saying poly is bad) i just do not want to waste my time, my parents money, my life...

my dreams how?

i am going to have to be positive now, nobody seems to be supporting me, i am alone now... so all the way, all they way, do it my way, and i must work hard, WORK HARD TO PAST MY PROMOS. IF I WANT IT I WILL WORK FOR IT! i am going to mug, mug mug, i dun give a damn to the bloody HOD PE in school, i am just going to skip maths, PE and chinese, i will attain my PPL and achieve my dreams. i will score, i will get what i want! i am going to mug, no sleep till 12, wake up at 3, mug. thats all i am going to do, and relax myself in SYFC. no outings, no games, nth. all i have now is GOD, SCHOOL,SYFC, SLEEP.

thats all...