hey...

it been a very busy week for me, test test test, tutorials tutorials, SYFC SYFC, internal checks, external checks, chocks, fuel cock, control column, flaps, trimmer, ASI, AH, DI, etc... the life of a pilot, not matter SIA or RSAF, seems to be the best thing that can happen to me, i dunno, but flying has always been my dream, my passion, my love. some calculations, about 10 to 20 people can make it in to RSAF; that is depending on the number of planes, the size of squadrons, and of course, your results. seems like even if you are in SYFC, it does not confirm that u will be in RSAF, it all depends on ur results, ATTITUDE, PASSION, CHARACTER, its more on ur personality it seems. i gotta be more positive now. they told us in SYFC, we are pilots now, that's the reason why we have our Students Pilot Licence. its a privilege to fly, not a right. i dunno why, but i fell damn "steady" just wearing the SYFC shirt. i am going to fly next month. up in the sky. i dunno if i am prepared, i am sure lucky to have a freaking horny, funny, joking instructor, whom has a student already in an f-16 squadron in RSAF.cool aye?

many people have already said that i am very stress, i should relax. i know i should, i am doing it, really, blogging now, SYFC on Saturdays (i enjoy it very much), playing my guitar, taking photos, its all enough for me. yes i am stressed up, but a little stress is good correct? about sleep... lets not talk about it. everyone needs sleep, its how u manage ur tiredness that matters. it seems like but thinking positively, i can keep awake...sometimes... thanks to Lin Qiang in school, as well as Yin Cheong in SYFC... i can imagine if we 3 are together... we will get so high hjust by crapping and talking about aeroplanes... lol, i remebr on saturday, we laughed like mad at SYFC, until the security guard has to come and stop us. we are damn lucky that GM was on leave... we might be screwed if he finds out. lol... people in SYFC are really passionate in flying... the taking of of planes excite us like nth else on earth... flying is really a privillege that not everyone can have, and i got it, i am sure lucky.

sometimes, we really forget that the right, privillege to study, is sth that is so unique, so special, that we take it for granted. look, how much do we have to pay to actually study? not really much, comapred to private intitutions. we get to make new friends, meet super cool teachers, enjoy ourselves. studying is not that bad after all, if we look at the bright side, HW and all these, is something that is provided for the people whom are willing and able to do so. we should not see studying as a burden, its a gift, that not everyone can have.

on my way to SYFC, i saw a mother. she is very young. i was on the bus, and her daughter beside her, had suffered from Down Syndrome. it was my first time seeing a mother and daughter in the bus. i dunno wether to pity, or be happy, i was really puzzled. i really began to think, am i like the most fortunate person on earth? i am so blessed, i had shoes, shirts, pants, a nice bag, handphone, MP3, a wallet, i have everything. i can think, i can write, i can walk, i can run, i can relate to people, i can do WHATEVER i want. can she? i dunno. one thing for sure, her mother's love for her is so strong, so deep, i cannot imagine if i was her mother, will i hold her hands to tightly? will i hug her in the bus, talk to her, wipe the sliva that is constantly dripping down? i dunno, her mom is very brave, i was very touched. its is still in my mind, am i like a freaking bastard complaining about my life? my flight instructor says there is not True Love in this world, i tell u, i just saw the best love on could ever give to another person. i can see that her mom cares so much about her, i wonder if her daughter knows? one thing for sure, this mother will never leave her daughter. such a love is indeed, like what God has for us.

its been a long week, lifes like normal now, spoke to Shinne from my class, lol, she speaks like my mother, joey calls her "jie" i will call her "MA". lol. she is a year older than me, and i think she is the happiest person on earth. lol. dunno how we ended up speaking about relationships, but, whatever she spoke that day, was really a point of view i never seen. seems like shinne is those girls that really knows what they want. maybe i am lucky, but my parents really talked to me about everything under the sun, girls, sex, relationships, everything. and when my mom told me, never make promises to any girl in ur life, shinne says that too. no wonder my mom maried to my dad... lol. AND, i have never promised any girl anything..yet. seems as though guys commenting on girls is not a really nice thing to do, especially when the word "hot, babe, sexy etc" comes out. well, for girls, the words are "cute hot etc..." seems like this is the period where most people seems to be in the "lovely" mood. well... one thing for sure its not easy to become either sex, especially when the "hormones" are very very active now... being a guy is very difficult, maybe its just me, perhpas its a part of growing up, but my body does not act like what my mind wants to. (i hope u get what i mean...). oh well, and an advice from her, i should smile more. maybe i should. i dunno. there is so much thing that i enjoy now, lin qiang says to enjoy my singlehood, i trust him... i hope, if i get into the RSAF, there will be no time for relationships i guess, unless there is some girl out there that is willing to wait for me, if not, most probably the F-16 will be my GAL!

canont really imagine why people divorce, should'nt love be like the most wonderful thing on earth? the Bible promises it to be like the best thing between 2 persons. God created it for us, its for us to enjoy, to appreciate. why do people go to such extends? loving someone seems to be very very difficult. i cannot imagine if i am married to a girl that i truly love, and not see her. FREAK, of course me and my wife needs some private time, BUT how can u not at the edge of ur mind thing of this girl, UR wife? love is a wonderful thing, but why do people feel so sad, so hurt by it? maybe its waiting patiently for the correct person, maybe its understandings maybe time will tell, but, love seems to never die, Mrs Phay loves her husband, her husband loves her. they are so happy together, why can't everyone end up like them? my parents too are getting mushy, perhpas because i understand what they mean, but, love seems to be beyound anything else, that is WHY God sent Jesus to die for us. its the love he have for us. would you die for the person u love? how would you know the girl will be the one? Mrs Phay is not pretty, neither is her husband, what makes them stick together like magnets? perhaps we should not aim for the "perfect person". well... who does not want his or her other half to be perfect? well, all i know is that this kinda things, even Mrs Phay cannot explain. its just comes when the correct one is there.

everyone needs love, correct?

i agree.

there are many things that i have learnt from this week, one thing is indeed to really wait patiently for the girl that God has "destined" for me, theres not need to rush, there are so many things that i have to do. secondly, i am very very blessed by God, i am very lucky. we are all lucky. if you are reading this, pls, pray that God has blessed ya so much. the water is sweet, the air con is cold, the floor is steady, the bus ride is safe, your friends are always there. ur MP3, ur handphone...etc.

Friends last forever, all my friends seems to care alot for me, i have changed they said, i agree. wheres the never say die attitude that i always tell people to have? where is the positive, always happy, always optimistic person? when people say i cannot, I PROVED THEM WRONG. when people say that SASNCC was nth, ME AND MY FRIENDS MADE IT POSSIBLE, MADE IT INTO STH. its because i had my friends along with me. but where was that kenneth lim jun liang that people always knew? i will fight, fight on with God my helper. When people say i cannot, i will prove them wrong. i will run this race. i can do it, its wether i can or not. can i change? i will. i really hope i can.

confidence is the key aye?

was approached in church by a guy today. this person thinks that i am new here. wow, i did not know i was so "unknown" in church... lol, seems like i was here way before he stepped foot in this church. man...7 years in church now... and i have remained unknown to many...is it good? i got no idea, at least thats how i want it to be.

why do you keep asking me to help solve ur problems? correct, i am ur friend, friends are supposed to help each other, but, under such situation, how can i help u? i really dunno how are u thinking, u tell me one thing, and another thing the next time. i can only tell u one thing, if u like a person, go all the way. never look back and regret that u did not make urself heard, at least that worked for me. better than always living in the dark. yup ur mom might be angry about it, but if u can cope with it, why not? 17 going on 18. we are not longer kids... we have the right to choose, especially when u like a person, make it clear, but also must be able to take control of time, hw, school. best is pray, and see what God has for u. thats all i can help.

well... no sleep tonite again i guess...

HA, all the way till tmr morning.











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hey...

it been a very busy week for me, test test test, tutorials tutorials, SYFC SYFC, internal checks, external checks, chocks, fuel cock, control column, flaps, trimmer, ASI, AH, DI, etc... the life of a pilot, not matter SIA or RSAF, seems to be the best thing that can happen to me, i dunno, but flying has always been my dream, my passion, my love. some calculations, about 10 to 20 people can make it in to RSAF; that is depending on the number of planes, the size of squadrons, and of course, your results. seems like even if you are in SYFC, it does not confirm that u will be in RSAF, it all depends on ur results, ATTITUDE, PASSION, CHARACTER, its more on ur personality it seems. i gotta be more positive now. they told us in SYFC, we are pilots now, that's the reason why we have our Students Pilot Licence. its a privilege to fly, not a right. i dunno why, but i fell damn "steady" just wearing the SYFC shirt. i am going to fly next month. up in the sky. i dunno if i am prepared, i am sure lucky to have a freaking horny, funny, joking instructor, whom has a student already in an f-16 squadron in RSAF.cool aye?

many people have already said that i am very stress, i should relax. i know i should, i am doing it, really, blogging now, SYFC on Saturdays (i enjoy it very much), playing my guitar, taking photos, its all enough for me. yes i am stressed up, but a little stress is good correct? about sleep... lets not talk about it. everyone needs sleep, its how u manage ur tiredness that matters. it seems like but thinking positively, i can keep awake...sometimes... thanks to Lin Qiang in school, as well as Yin Cheong in SYFC... i can imagine if we 3 are together... we will get so high hjust by crapping and talking about aeroplanes... lol, i remebr on saturday, we laughed like mad at SYFC, until the security guard has to come and stop us. we are damn lucky that GM was on leave... we might be screwed if he finds out. lol... people in SYFC are really passionate in flying... the taking of of planes excite us like nth else on earth... flying is really a privillege that not everyone can have, and i got it, i am sure lucky.

sometimes, we really forget that the right, privillege to study, is sth that is so unique, so special, that we take it for granted. look, how much do we have to pay to actually study? not really much, comapred to private intitutions. we get to make new friends, meet super cool teachers, enjoy ourselves. studying is not that bad after all, if we look at the bright side, HW and all these, is something that is provided for the people whom are willing and able to do so. we should not see studying as a burden, its a gift, that not everyone can have.

on my way to SYFC, i saw a mother. she is very young. i was on the bus, and her daughter beside her, had suffered from Down Syndrome. it was my first time seeing a mother and daughter in the bus. i dunno wether to pity, or be happy, i was really puzzled. i really began to think, am i like the most fortunate person on earth? i am so blessed, i had shoes, shirts, pants, a nice bag, handphone, MP3, a wallet, i have everything. i can think, i can write, i can walk, i can run, i can relate to people, i can do WHATEVER i want. can she? i dunno. one thing for sure, her mother's love for her is so strong, so deep, i cannot imagine if i was her mother, will i hold her hands to tightly? will i hug her in the bus, talk to her, wipe the sliva that is constantly dripping down? i dunno, her mom is very brave, i was very touched. its is still in my mind, am i like a freaking bastard complaining about my life? my flight instructor says there is not True Love in this world, i tell u, i just saw the best love on could ever give to another person. i can see that her mom cares so much about her, i wonder if her daughter knows? one thing for sure, this mother will never leave her daughter. such a love is indeed, like what God has for us.

its been a long week, lifes like normal now, spoke to Shinne from my class, lol, she speaks like my mother, joey calls her "jie" i will call her "MA". lol. she is a year older than me, and i think she is the happiest person on earth. lol. dunno how we ended up speaking about relationships, but, whatever she spoke that day, was really a point of view i never seen. seems like shinne is those girls that really knows what they want. maybe i am lucky, but my parents really talked to me about everything under the sun, girls, sex, relationships, everything. and when my mom told me, never make promises to any girl in ur life, shinne says that too. no wonder my mom maried to my dad... lol. AND, i have never promised any girl anything..yet. seems as though guys commenting on girls is not a really nice thing to do, especially when the word "hot, babe, sexy etc" comes out. well, for girls, the words are "cute hot etc..." seems like this is the period where most people seems to be in the "lovely" mood. well... one thing for sure its not easy to become either sex, especially when the "hormones" are very very active now... being a guy is very difficult, maybe its just me, perhpas its a part of growing up, but my body does not act like what my mind wants to. (i hope u get what i mean...). oh well, and an advice from her, i should smile more. maybe i should. i dunno. there is so much thing that i enjoy now, lin qiang says to enjoy my singlehood, i trust him... i hope, if i get into the RSAF, there will be no time for relationships i guess, unless there is some girl out there that is willing to wait for me, if not, most probably the F-16 will be my GAL!

canont really imagine why people divorce, should'nt love be like the most wonderful thing on earth? the Bible promises it to be like the best thing between 2 persons. God created it for us, its for us to enjoy, to appreciate. why do people go to such extends? loving someone seems to be very very difficult. i cannot imagine if i am married to a girl that i truly love, and not see her. FREAK, of course me and my wife needs some private time, BUT how can u not at the edge of ur mind thing of this girl, UR wife? love is a wonderful thing, but why do people feel so sad, so hurt by it? maybe its waiting patiently for the correct person, maybe its understandings maybe time will tell, but, love seems to never die, Mrs Phay loves her husband, her husband loves her. they are so happy together, why can't everyone end up like them? my parents too are getting mushy, perhpas because i understand what they mean, but, love seems to be beyound anything else, that is WHY God sent Jesus to die for us. its the love he have for us. would you die for the person u love? how would you know the girl will be the one? Mrs Phay is not pretty, neither is her husband, what makes them stick together like magnets? perhaps we should not aim for the "perfect person". well... who does not want his or her other half to be perfect? well, all i know is that this kinda things, even Mrs Phay cannot explain. its just comes when the correct one is there.

everyone needs love, correct?

i agree.

there are many things that i have learnt from this week, one thing is indeed to really wait patiently for the girl that God has "destined" for me, theres not need to rush, there are so many things that i have to do. secondly, i am very very blessed by God, i am very lucky. we are all lucky. if you are reading this, pls, pray that God has blessed ya so much. the water is sweet, the air con is cold, the floor is steady, the bus ride is safe, your friends are always there. ur MP3, ur handphone...etc.

Friends last forever, all my friends seems to care alot for me, i have changed they said, i agree. wheres the never say die attitude that i always tell people to have? where is the positive, always happy, always optimistic person? when people say i cannot, I PROVED THEM WRONG. when people say that SASNCC was nth, ME AND MY FRIENDS MADE IT POSSIBLE, MADE IT INTO STH. its because i had my friends along with me. but where was that kenneth lim jun liang that people always knew? i will fight, fight on with God my helper. When people say i cannot, i will prove them wrong. i will run this race. i can do it, its wether i can or not. can i change? i will. i really hope i can.

confidence is the key aye?

was approached in church by a guy today. this person thinks that i am new here. wow, i did not know i was so "unknown" in church... lol, seems like i was here way before he stepped foot in this church. man...7 years in church now... and i have remained unknown to many...is it good? i got no idea, at least thats how i want it to be.

why do you keep asking me to help solve ur problems? correct, i am ur friend, friends are supposed to help each other, but, under such situation, how can i help u? i really dunno how are u thinking, u tell me one thing, and another thing the next time. i can only tell u one thing, if u like a person, go all the way. never look back and regret that u did not make urself heard, at least that worked for me. better than always living in the dark. yup ur mom might be angry about it, but if u can cope with it, why not? 17 going on 18. we are not longer kids... we have the right to choose, especially when u like a person, make it clear, but also must be able to take control of time, hw, school. best is pray, and see what God has for u. thats all i can help.

well... no sleep tonite again i guess...

HA, all the way till tmr morning.











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