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Wednesday, 15 August 2007 !@#$% 9:55 pm
what a week, all the hw almost done, test all pass, studying for chem mock spa now. going for SYFC sim on friday and sunday, and hopefully will be in the skies but next friday... friday night got fireworks, going with photography society to tak some pics, hopefully can get some really cool fireworks... i believe i have not been a very confident person for like what?, since i entered SRJC, lol, i am really greatful for u guys ( from sas, srjc etc) for always being there for me. thanks for always reminding me to be positive and always telling me to relax myself. i guess i should relax a little, at the same time have more confidence in myself. things is indeed better when i am confident and positive, lol, did kinda well for my chem bonding test, got a B, 11th position in class... life is better now, i guess, when u look at the bright side of life, do things with a positive mindset, i fell happy, no longer see failures as a dead end, but more of a challenge... but, i cannot be too relaxed, still gotta be hard on myself, "time is running fast away, life is now today today up and on!" argh! SAS... went back the last time during national day... i dunno, but its like SAS feels like home... no matter what, i still feel happy when i step foot in it, everything that i have been through, with God, my friends, my teacher... perhpas its just me, but SAS seems to feel as if God is watching over it, it feels as if God is there, i feel so much comfort, especially when i got for Saints For Christ... i really miss chapel lessons, Saints Aflame week...man... its really a place where i can study, play, and be with God altogether at once... i really really missed a step with God lately... worrying is a sin, i should not worry at all, as i look back... JC is not really that bad... its because i did not have the faith in God, i am always so worked up with everything that comes in my way... and i did not put God first... having faith, trusting in God, thats all that i will ever need... well, lifes normal again... i am happy now, hopefully i can score even better for promos... my guitar needs attention!!!! argh!!! lol, played my guitar yesterday... man... i am really rusty already... my borther played the new Jay Chou song,不能说的秘密. man... its a very nice song, tried to fiddle with my guitar to play the song, i got the chrous, but not the starting, lol, the sing is really touching, and the main actress is sweet looking... LOL! what a combo... hey... i am not horney or desperate ok... admiring girls is normal for a guy ok... i dun think dirty one hor... i very innocent one, can ask my friends one... hahahaha anyway... still considering if i should perform for teacher's day... i might scare the whole school with my voice... perhpas when they hear they might have a new opinion of me? i dunno... lol, this is not sas... its srjc... lol, well gotta go power nap, then prepare for SPA, so rock on people, may God Bless u! 不能说的秘密 The cold coffee leaves the coaster I hold my feelings very far back I work hard wanting to get the past back You can still see it as always clearly on my face The most beautiful thing wasn't the rainy day It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain The images of our memories As I'm swinging on the swing The dream starts to not be sweet You say gradually let go of love Then you will walk farther Why go changing The time that has already been missed You use your fingertip To stop me from saying goodbye I imagine you by my side Before I completely lose you You say gradually let go of love Then you will walk farther Perhaps the lot of fate Only let us meet Only let us love each other For this one season of autumn I only discover after they float down The fragments of this happiness How am I going to pick them up? |