what a day today ... spent 8 hours doing WR... man... what the hell is this thing... making my life like shit... from 12 to 8 in the night... all i did was just type type type... oh man... thank God for my team members... if cannot imagine if i can finish this crap in one day... oh well... PW...

still thinking if i should repeat or not... seems like this is not my decision, it will depend on maths... well there are 3 situations to my problem now...

1) i repeat and take a new combination which is Arts
2) i repeat my JC1
3) i continue and promote

honestly, i do not feel good promoting, seems like the future will be very very bad... i cannot even handle the basics yet i wanna go for a higher level... oh man... well, gotta pray and see what God has for me... i honestly do not like the situation i am in now...

heard some fighter jets passing my home today... i really wonder if i could be in one of those jets in the future... i have come so far... i cannot give up, i need to move on to achieve my dreams, yet again, people always question my dream, doubt me, no matter what, i will do my best to achieve my dreams, i want to be a fighter pilot.

there is some rumors or "prophecy" that the world will end at 2010... well, God comming, we should be happy right? 2 years 3 months... wow... thats kinda fast, don't you think? what are your views?

there are many things in the world that are uncertain, life is so fragile yea? humans have such a long history, but a twist of fate can change our life forever...
well...

some videos of one of my idol, kaela kimura... man... she is... argh... still prefer her original look though...



imagine you have a gf like her... wow



awwwwwwwwwwwwwww... oh man...

what a day today ... spent 8 hours doing WR... man... what the hell is this thing... making my life like shit... from 12 to 8 in the night... all i did was just type type type... oh man... thank God for my team members... if cannot imagine if i can finish this crap in one day... oh well... PW...

still thinking if i should repeat or not... seems like this is not my decision, it will depend on maths... well there are 3 situations to my problem now...

1) i repeat and take a new combination which is Arts
2) i repeat my JC1
3) i continue and promote

honestly, i do not feel good promoting, seems like the future will be very very bad... i cannot even handle the basics yet i wanna go for a higher level... oh man... well, gotta pray and see what God has for me... i honestly do not like the situation i am in now...

heard some fighter jets passing my home today... i really wonder if i could be in one of those jets in the future... i have come so far... i cannot give up, i need to move on to achieve my dreams, yet again, people always question my dream, doubt me, no matter what, i will do my best to achieve my dreams, i want to be a fighter pilot.

there is some rumors or "prophecy" that the world will end at 2010... well, God comming, we should be happy right? 2 years 3 months... wow... thats kinda fast, don't you think? what are your views?

there are many things in the world that are uncertain, life is so fragile yea? humans have such a long history, but a twist of fate can change our life forever...
well...

some videos of one of my idol, kaela kimura... man... she is... argh... still prefer her original look though...



imagine you have a gf like her... wow



awwwwwwwwwwwwwww... oh man...