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Monday, 29 October 2007 !@#$% 9:15 pm
had Chinese A levels today... i never studied for it... lol, i even bet with a classmate of mine... i told her that the topic she spotted will never come out, we had a super long debate for nearly a month... and i won... LOL... i dare not say that the Chinese paper was easy, neither is it difficult... its just Do-able, as taken from people in SRJC. brought my guitar to school today, had been bringing "my darling" with my laptop, together with a super nerd looking back... man... i have been feeling like an... ASSHOLE these days... lol... perhaps its the bag, and my hair that makes people look at me with "those eyes"... well, played many songs in school today, "here without you, borrowed time, a lonely September, my love, your guardian angel, if i let you go, collide, tong hua, ji mo bian jie, qing tian, jie kou, i lay my love on you, etc... lol, sang so many songs with lin qiang today, i think the B block can hear us as we sang to our hearts content... lin qiang enjoyed it alot man... lol, now my left fingers are red with blisters... well, there is many things on my mind again... whether to retain, whether to ask for the truth, whether to promote, whether to play tmr? agrh... once again, i will say this, i will say it over and over again... I WANT TO BE A FIGHTER PILOT IN RSAF... that's what i want to be, all you guys reading this, please be my witness to my dream, please constantly remind me of my dream, when i fall behind, slack, or not performing well in any sense, please remind and encourage me, i am asking you guys for a favour... i want to achieve my dream... then again... the instructors in syfc seem to have one thing in common when they are either in the air force or in the airlines... that is, they wish they could have more time to spent with their family. well... will i fall into that category??? well... i am not numb or immune to feelings ok... i am afterall, human... i do feel what you guys feel ok... so please do not look at me as a person obsessed with flying... its just that this is my one and only dream... and i want ti fulfil it. well... |