hi to all...

life's like... well, i do not know if you feel the way i do, but i do feel rather lost now, school sucks due to results, i am not doing well in SYFC due to my bloody school's restrictions...damn... i am very lost now, i really do not know where i am heading now... crap


WHICH IS THE WAY???

thought that when you put in the effort to study hard, you will do well in exams, seems like this is not true at all. well, at least now i can tell myself that i have put in all the effort in the world just to study, and perhaps things just do not go the way you want it to be... even now people think that i have become from begin passionate to being obsessed with flying. am i? i really want to be a pilot in the future, i want it to be my career when i work, that's why i joined SYFC... honestly, i am the slowest person in syfc now, even my instructor told me that the OM wants me out of the course. why do they do go through so much trouble to take you in, and then kick you out so easily? i really want to stay on, and go on to get a PPL. i really want it. i just do not understand why the school is like that...



~JAIL~ *look closely down the bottom right... i took the picture for a purpose...

everyone has a gift, a talent that God have given, up till now, i am still wondering what kind of talent i have... nothing i guess, yet to find out. i feel very pressured now, this is so because i am really uncertain about the future, my future, everything seems to be so uncertain in my life. first the O levels, now my promos, i do feel that i am living an unfair life. why do i have to fail so many times in my life? why can't i live up to my own expectations... i really cannot understand what the heck am i doing. i have a dream, a desire, an aim that i want, i work for it, work so hard, and yet, it comes down to nothing, nothing at all... i am really not fit to study. how am i then going to be a pilot?



F-15 eagle... seems like one of my instructor's student is now a F-15 pilot
as i look back in my life, i really wonder what has happened to me. why can't i be like what i am when i am back in SA? i really cannot understand why. even my friends say that i have changed, have i really changed?

yesterday was the last of the SYFC mass briefs... damn, i am beginning to miss my friends in SYFC. i always hated the briefings, but really enjoyed the time i spent with those crazy dudes in syfc... these people have all helped me in some ways or another, but i doubt they realised it at all... LOL, we have a really good time laughing all the way again, from seletar to orchard...LOL...man i really had a good time yesterday... i will really miss these wonderful people that i have met.

like they say, friends come like the wind, once its gone, it might be gone forever...well, better keep in touch with these dudes...



again, i have entered a stage of my life, or perhaps another section of my life where the "love disease" is infecting everyone. nope its not aids, but everybody seems to be in the loving state now... lol, crushes here, loving there, like her, like him... lol... guess i am kinda immune to this thing. lq asked me if i had any crushes or liked anyone before, walau... OF COURSE lah... goodness... i am striaght ok... lol,

like always, things do not go the way you want it to go.

so... well, maybe it still not the right time? i really dunno. i really do not know how it feels like to be "struck" by this feeling that only the human race can get to experience. different people have different definitions of liking someone,

you got the "right feeling", the "looks like my other crush", the "find the other attractive" and the lamest and dumb one..."i dunno"

well... concentrate on studies and my flying training...

and... one thing i would like to clarify, I AM FROM SYFC, AND I FLY AN AEROPLANE, NOT TOY PLANES...PLEASE!!! i fly, i pilot a plane ok? not jet, but propeller. stop saying that i fly toy planes... if one of you people out there ask me such a questions, it really proves how knowledgeable you are... i am being kind ok... never say how @%#$*&%! dumb you are...



i am after all, a 17 year old going on 18... perhaps i should be more positive and strong, carry myself up again. God, help me...

and one more thing lin qiang... the pony tail must be a little bouncy, a little puffy, and a little curled up and tied higher up the head... and definitely the face will make the first impression, then the character... i hope that answered your question. maybe the face is more important? aiya... this kind of things... dunno how to explain one lah... lol


well... the suffering begins tomorrow again...

God bless ya all,

especially those doing your O levels, all the best for your papers dude and gals...

thats if you are reading this...

hi to all...

life's like... well, i do not know if you feel the way i do, but i do feel rather lost now, school sucks due to results, i am not doing well in SYFC due to my bloody school's restrictions...damn... i am very lost now, i really do not know where i am heading now... crap


WHICH IS THE WAY???

thought that when you put in the effort to study hard, you will do well in exams, seems like this is not true at all. well, at least now i can tell myself that i have put in all the effort in the world just to study, and perhaps things just do not go the way you want it to be... even now people think that i have become from begin passionate to being obsessed with flying. am i? i really want to be a pilot in the future, i want it to be my career when i work, that's why i joined SYFC... honestly, i am the slowest person in syfc now, even my instructor told me that the OM wants me out of the course. why do they do go through so much trouble to take you in, and then kick you out so easily? i really want to stay on, and go on to get a PPL. i really want it. i just do not understand why the school is like that...



~JAIL~ *look closely down the bottom right... i took the picture for a purpose...

everyone has a gift, a talent that God have given, up till now, i am still wondering what kind of talent i have... nothing i guess, yet to find out. i feel very pressured now, this is so because i am really uncertain about the future, my future, everything seems to be so uncertain in my life. first the O levels, now my promos, i do feel that i am living an unfair life. why do i have to fail so many times in my life? why can't i live up to my own expectations... i really cannot understand what the heck am i doing. i have a dream, a desire, an aim that i want, i work for it, work so hard, and yet, it comes down to nothing, nothing at all... i am really not fit to study. how am i then going to be a pilot?



F-15 eagle... seems like one of my instructor's student is now a F-15 pilot
as i look back in my life, i really wonder what has happened to me. why can't i be like what i am when i am back in SA? i really cannot understand why. even my friends say that i have changed, have i really changed?

yesterday was the last of the SYFC mass briefs... damn, i am beginning to miss my friends in SYFC. i always hated the briefings, but really enjoyed the time i spent with those crazy dudes in syfc... these people have all helped me in some ways or another, but i doubt they realised it at all... LOL, we have a really good time laughing all the way again, from seletar to orchard...LOL...man i really had a good time yesterday... i will really miss these wonderful people that i have met.

like they say, friends come like the wind, once its gone, it might be gone forever...well, better keep in touch with these dudes...



again, i have entered a stage of my life, or perhaps another section of my life where the "love disease" is infecting everyone. nope its not aids, but everybody seems to be in the loving state now... lol, crushes here, loving there, like her, like him... lol... guess i am kinda immune to this thing. lq asked me if i had any crushes or liked anyone before, walau... OF COURSE lah... goodness... i am striaght ok... lol,

like always, things do not go the way you want it to go.

so... well, maybe it still not the right time? i really dunno. i really do not know how it feels like to be "struck" by this feeling that only the human race can get to experience. different people have different definitions of liking someone,

you got the "right feeling", the "looks like my other crush", the "find the other attractive" and the lamest and dumb one..."i dunno"

well... concentrate on studies and my flying training...

and... one thing i would like to clarify, I AM FROM SYFC, AND I FLY AN AEROPLANE, NOT TOY PLANES...PLEASE!!! i fly, i pilot a plane ok? not jet, but propeller. stop saying that i fly toy planes... if one of you people out there ask me such a questions, it really proves how knowledgeable you are... i am being kind ok... never say how @%#$*&%! dumb you are...



i am after all, a 17 year old going on 18... perhaps i should be more positive and strong, carry myself up again. God, help me...

and one more thing lin qiang... the pony tail must be a little bouncy, a little puffy, and a little curled up and tied higher up the head... and definitely the face will make the first impression, then the character... i hope that answered your question. maybe the face is more important? aiya... this kind of things... dunno how to explain one lah... lol


well... the suffering begins tomorrow again...

God bless ya all,

especially those doing your O levels, all the best for your papers dude and gals...

thats if you are reading this...