its now very late now. 1220 should be a Friday night... ha, just came back from a "hottie family" outing with the hotties, well, we had talked alot today, most on relationships, until now, i still cannot agree with them that a relationship is purely based on feelings and; that there is such a thing as loving a person where the feeling will never die out. well, perhaps because i see a relationship as something "divine". well...

yesterday, i had a really good time after school, ended at about 3.30 after all the tutorials and lectures, before that, the boys in class and i went out to kovan to have lunch, and we even shared money to buy a class ball. a Nike total 90 strike ball. its red and white in colour, looks super cool, and super nice to kick. lol, had a little 2 V 2 match with lin qiang, bryan, cheong wei and myself. lol, really fun, but the fun lasted for about 10 minutes until the teacher called us to leave the court... (we were playing in the basketball court)...

the next 1 hour was a passing session with LQ... ha, i was glad that i still could kick the ball pretty accurately, how about a 8/10 accuracy? not bad right? ha, i maybe wrong though. ha, felt like i was back in SA where we just kick balls to each other to pass the time... ha, then later timo and his friends came along, and me had a better time kicking and laughing... YES, laughing until my stomach felt so pain. HA, really had such a great time just spending time with the people you treasure most in your life...

ran 4 round around the 8th track, then i felt the muscle pain a my thigh area, ha, i need to exercise more! goodness, cannot remember last time kicking balls until my legs hurt so much. well, still ran like mad...

it was then i stopped that lq asked me to play touch rugby with the touch rugby girls. i must say they are a very friendly bunch of gals in school, and they are super cool too. HA. well, i am really grateful that they allowed me to play even though i was a total stranger to most of them, they did not even reject me but too invited me to play with them. even though i screwed up the rules, they did not scold or say anything, but just say "its ok". HA. nice right? but, i feel guilty though, until now, as i am typing this i still feel damn guilty now... well, its an accident, please believe me, i never intented to touch there... its just that she dodged then... ARGH... please believe me... the girl has the same name as my sister too, i realy dunno how to face this girl... GOODNESS...

at least the touch rugby girls are not afarid of the mud, found them super cool that they are not afraid of the mud ;unlike some girls... whom go "EEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee" yuck...

well, scored 2 tries i think, HA, body slided to the try line, super cool, felt like when i was playing rugby in school again. the mud smell, the wet shorts and shirts, and the sweat that keeps on dripping, the thirst... HA... all felt to familiar.

after the match, i really felt that girls are a bunch of people that are really nice with a really big heart, i am really grateful that they allowed me to play with them even though i made so much mistakes... ha, i really had a great time, released all the stress i had, for a moment, life was good, damn good...

well, again, studied in school, did maths, spent 3 and a half hours doing 3 maths questions... super tired after that, but went to watch soccer, SRJC VS CJC... 7-0, we won. HA, saw stefanus there too, man, he played super well as a defender, but i still feel that his team has led him down... they really cannot play at all... goodness... could see the fustration in stefanus... but well they are a team... the match was ok... just that i need an ice cold drink...

that is how i ended up going out with the "hottie family" HA.





today is also the last day that mdm jess wong is teaching us... mrs phay is not our CT for next year. why does all the good teacher have to go? well, life is a give and take situation i guess...






until now, i still feel that relationships should be well respected. and should not be a burden, i still believe that there is such a thing as true love... or at least i hope so...

HONESTLY, i really miss flying, i want to fly... i want to be a fighter pilot. well, gotta start now, study hard, get into a local University with good grades, get a schloarship, and fly, thats all i wanna do now...

perhaps my life is better than i thought it is, i should be thankful.

its now very late now. 1220 should be a Friday night... ha, just came back from a "hottie family" outing with the hotties, well, we had talked alot today, most on relationships, until now, i still cannot agree with them that a relationship is purely based on feelings and; that there is such a thing as loving a person where the feeling will never die out. well, perhaps because i see a relationship as something "divine". well...

yesterday, i had a really good time after school, ended at about 3.30 after all the tutorials and lectures, before that, the boys in class and i went out to kovan to have lunch, and we even shared money to buy a class ball. a Nike total 90 strike ball. its red and white in colour, looks super cool, and super nice to kick. lol, had a little 2 V 2 match with lin qiang, bryan, cheong wei and myself. lol, really fun, but the fun lasted for about 10 minutes until the teacher called us to leave the court... (we were playing in the basketball court)...

the next 1 hour was a passing session with LQ... ha, i was glad that i still could kick the ball pretty accurately, how about a 8/10 accuracy? not bad right? ha, i maybe wrong though. ha, felt like i was back in SA where we just kick balls to each other to pass the time... ha, then later timo and his friends came along, and me had a better time kicking and laughing... YES, laughing until my stomach felt so pain. HA, really had such a great time just spending time with the people you treasure most in your life...

ran 4 round around the 8th track, then i felt the muscle pain a my thigh area, ha, i need to exercise more! goodness, cannot remember last time kicking balls until my legs hurt so much. well, still ran like mad...

it was then i stopped that lq asked me to play touch rugby with the touch rugby girls. i must say they are a very friendly bunch of gals in school, and they are super cool too. HA. well, i am really grateful that they allowed me to play even though i was a total stranger to most of them, they did not even reject me but too invited me to play with them. even though i screwed up the rules, they did not scold or say anything, but just say "its ok". HA. nice right? but, i feel guilty though, until now, as i am typing this i still feel damn guilty now... well, its an accident, please believe me, i never intented to touch there... its just that she dodged then... ARGH... please believe me... the girl has the same name as my sister too, i realy dunno how to face this girl... GOODNESS...

at least the touch rugby girls are not afarid of the mud, found them super cool that they are not afraid of the mud ;unlike some girls... whom go "EEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeee" yuck...

well, scored 2 tries i think, HA, body slided to the try line, super cool, felt like when i was playing rugby in school again. the mud smell, the wet shorts and shirts, and the sweat that keeps on dripping, the thirst... HA... all felt to familiar.

after the match, i really felt that girls are a bunch of people that are really nice with a really big heart, i am really grateful that they allowed me to play with them even though i made so much mistakes... ha, i really had a great time, released all the stress i had, for a moment, life was good, damn good...

well, again, studied in school, did maths, spent 3 and a half hours doing 3 maths questions... super tired after that, but went to watch soccer, SRJC VS CJC... 7-0, we won. HA, saw stefanus there too, man, he played super well as a defender, but i still feel that his team has led him down... they really cannot play at all... goodness... could see the fustration in stefanus... but well they are a team... the match was ok... just that i need an ice cold drink...

that is how i ended up going out with the "hottie family" HA.





today is also the last day that mdm jess wong is teaching us... mrs phay is not our CT for next year. why does all the good teacher have to go? well, life is a give and take situation i guess...






until now, i still feel that relationships should be well respected. and should not be a burden, i still believe that there is such a thing as true love... or at least i hope so...

HONESTLY, i really miss flying, i want to fly... i want to be a fighter pilot. well, gotta start now, study hard, get into a local University with good grades, get a schloarship, and fly, thats all i wanna do now...

perhaps my life is better than i thought it is, i should be thankful.