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Tuesday, 20 November 2007 !@#$% 7:51 pm
another day in school... more homework, more stress, more things on my mind again... there is so much to do, so little time... had GP, chemistry and Econs today... it was a rather long day today... well, it all past in the blink of an eye... i ran in school today... its been a long time since i last ran... ha, i thought i would not be able to run more than 5 rounds... ha, perhaps today's weather is nice, ran about 7 rounds in lane 8. then did pull ups altogether with LQ. ha, really had a nice time with him, we even saw our "best friend". Damn, please admit that you are fat, there's nothing to hide "best friend"! i know i should not be saying this, but please do not find excuses if you cannot do nuts... and, please, you are very disgusting... YUCK! well, as i went to bath, i realised that i am very very fat, and i indeed look like our "best friend". damn, wonder if anyone wants a person like me... i think i need to visit the gym... if i wanna at least look good. I AM SUPER FAT!!! argh... cannot stand it... then again, went to have some soya beancurd with lq, talked alot, this person never fail to encourage me... ha, i know it sounds gay, but he is really one nice person... HA. like always, he will wait with me at the bus stop until my bus comes, BROTHER right? HA... sometimes i do feel that people might think that we are freaking gays... well, thanks to him, i am still surviving my JC life... ha, never realised or knew that audrey is a person like that, HAHA, i think we got a new member here! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! ha, this is going to be a crazy time... it definately feels better to have someone whom feels the same way you do, HA, 2 a party then 3 a CROWD!!! man... i really wonder if the world is fair now, wonder if even love itself is fair... sometimes, i often think what i have to offer to the opposite sex... i guess the answer is nothing at all... perhaps this is why being in a realtionship is such a "divine" thing... perhaps there is more to looks that counts... having feelings for someone is indeed something that requires a lot of courage... well, studies is more important or can we make space for this? well... time will tell... another day, another problem, another lesson learnt, another process, another cycle. |