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Saturday, 15 December 2007 !@#$% 10:04 am
okok, i am pressing the panic button already, i need to revise more on my subjects... argh... i still do not understand many topics in maths and chem, i need to buck up more... well... this might be the last few times you will be seeing me online or even blogging... i am going to lock up this lappy as well as my beloved mp3... they are too distracting... well... i am really in a state of panic now... really feel uneasy and insecure... well... but i know i can do it... i must be positive and press on to do well in my studies and put in more effort to study. i am going to be a super nerd next year... well... must work hard... must really really work hard... now i really feel how important studies is... this period now, i feel as though i am controlling my future in my hands now... the rest of my life will depend on how much effort i am going to be in. i really do not want to screw this up.... i want to do well enough to get to local uni... and to be a fighter pilot... but some subjects are just too demoralising... i really need to find a tutor and quick... if you guys got some good tutors you can recommend, please sms me, or any of you out there whom are super smart and willing to give me one on one tuition... please do the same... this is what fighter pilots do... for training this is what fighter pilots do... for live fire exercise going on holiday on the 20th to the 26th i think, going to taiwan... if you guys want anything, do tell me yea? ha... well, i am off to study... |