well... slept the whole day today... went to church... came back, wanted to watch the liverpool against reading match... i recorded the wrong channel... so nth came out... lucky... cos liverpool lost 3-1...wtf

i haven been doing anything now... goodness... well... my head is very pain now... the fever's gone... but the pain is still there... goodness. things are just going very slowly... I HAVE NOT FINISH MY HOLIDAY HW... ARGH... i am like super static now... not moving or anything... feel like shit honestly... where am i heading? i dunno... i am in the state of denial again... well... must count my blessings... must be positive... cannot forget my dream... well... must work hard... very hard now...

well... i am tired... really burned out... well, at least lin qiang is finally back safe, lol, looking forward for all his stories... he sure gonna entertain me again...

i was listening to this song as i was on the bus ride along orchard road... which was surprisingly empty...


do you cherish your life? well you got people dying of cancer and stuff... everyday... well... i should stop whining and carry on with life...

why am i like thinking of her so randomly? goodness... its like... suddenly she just pops out... HA... i must be nuts... well... she sure is one weird girl... comeon... i am also a human being right? sure got feelings one... right? well...

too young right? i mean... what a time now... still got As, the NS... hopefully, airforce... well... like always, gotta ask myself, how much do i like this person... perhaps its just a crush... like always... honestly, i really wonder whats love... these puppy love thingy is sure one of those annoying crap. why can't our feeling just tell us? like, "she the one"... why can't it be this way? goodness... perhaps that why relationships are so divine i guess... well... gotta control these feelings now... should i? or should i not? well...if i wanna be a fighter pilot... i need to focus now... do not wanna look back next time and regret... i have already regretted not doing well enough for my Os... no more regrets... well... give and take, opportunity costs...

like some people say... i am freaking dumb/stupid/psycho to be like that... but hey... a girls heart is the most fragile part of her right? at least i do not hurt any girl right? well... i might regret like what some of you guys say, well... of course i will... but which is more important? a dream i want to accomplish for 16 years? or a person whom i FOR NOW... feels special? well...

she rocks ok... i do not know her well, but i think she's got character... shes super cool when shes in her CCA... shes like... COOL... lol... well... i think she rocks... at least for now... gotta give myself somemore time i guess... she might not be the one... (shes even cooler when she "heck care"...) ha...

well... study... do hw... do well for As... be a fighter pilot.

well... slept the whole day today... went to church... came back, wanted to watch the liverpool against reading match... i recorded the wrong channel... so nth came out... lucky... cos liverpool lost 3-1...wtf

i haven been doing anything now... goodness... well... my head is very pain now... the fever's gone... but the pain is still there... goodness. things are just going very slowly... I HAVE NOT FINISH MY HOLIDAY HW... ARGH... i am like super static now... not moving or anything... feel like shit honestly... where am i heading? i dunno... i am in the state of denial again... well... must count my blessings... must be positive... cannot forget my dream... well... must work hard... very hard now...

well... i am tired... really burned out... well, at least lin qiang is finally back safe, lol, looking forward for all his stories... he sure gonna entertain me again...

i was listening to this song as i was on the bus ride along orchard road... which was surprisingly empty...


do you cherish your life? well you got people dying of cancer and stuff... everyday... well... i should stop whining and carry on with life...

why am i like thinking of her so randomly? goodness... its like... suddenly she just pops out... HA... i must be nuts... well... she sure is one weird girl... comeon... i am also a human being right? sure got feelings one... right? well...

too young right? i mean... what a time now... still got As, the NS... hopefully, airforce... well... like always, gotta ask myself, how much do i like this person... perhaps its just a crush... like always... honestly, i really wonder whats love... these puppy love thingy is sure one of those annoying crap. why can't our feeling just tell us? like, "she the one"... why can't it be this way? goodness... perhaps that why relationships are so divine i guess... well... gotta control these feelings now... should i? or should i not? well...if i wanna be a fighter pilot... i need to focus now... do not wanna look back next time and regret... i have already regretted not doing well enough for my Os... no more regrets... well... give and take, opportunity costs...

like some people say... i am freaking dumb/stupid/psycho to be like that... but hey... a girls heart is the most fragile part of her right? at least i do not hurt any girl right? well... i might regret like what some of you guys say, well... of course i will... but which is more important? a dream i want to accomplish for 16 years? or a person whom i FOR NOW... feels special? well...

she rocks ok... i do not know her well, but i think she's got character... shes super cool when shes in her CCA... shes like... COOL... lol... well... i think she rocks... at least for now... gotta give myself somemore time i guess... she might not be the one... (shes even cooler when she "heck care"...) ha...

well... study... do hw... do well for As... be a fighter pilot.