emotional is the word now... at least the people around me are very emo now... well... perhaps this is a part of growing up? emotions sure change so randomly like the weather... well... sometimes we really wonder who's in the wrong... well, as selfish as we are, we will always blame the other party... but sometimes, we should really ask ourselves if we did put in too much emotions in the first place, perhaps we could even make sure rather that confirming ourselves... well... that's life? some people are just so lucky to be able to find the person they love, well, some are just plain unlucky... just seems to be hurt every time... now who's wrong? well, lets say that in such a situation, everyone is wrong... screw those assholes who go around playing with people's feelings... bastards...


Three Visible USAF F-15 Eagle Fighter Jets With the 21st Tactical Fighter Wing Escort Two Soviet MiG-29 Fighter Jets to
Elmendorf Air Force Base, Alaska, For Refueling
August 1, 1989
State of Alaska, USA


i just wish that i will not fall in the category to be a person whom plays around with people's feelings... thank God i am not... well... life is unfair yea?

i am feeling so lazy now... i really feel like sleeping again... well... can a fighter pilot wanna be be like this? no right? gotta preserve on and study even though i hate it so much... got tuition later at 2.30... argh... maths... i am getting to hate this subject now... really hate it to the max... chem too... the equilibrium topics... freaking stupid... ha... well, more time to study... less time to play...

my holidays so far... the most satisfying time is the time when i can sleep and wake up late... i have not gone out with anyone to orchard road yet... can you believe it? i am spending my time at home and home only... goodness, i have not touch foot in orchard road for like what? since sec 3... goodness... i really need to get out... i am getting sick just staying at home to study... well, at least i am meeting my secondary school friends for lan again... lol, tmr will be a better day...

but hey... just a few more months and i can relax already... just sacrifice this time now... study hard... do not need to do very well... just can get into local uni can already... if possible, can do well, get a scholarship in RSAF... even better...

my mom is getting super grouchy these few days, asks me to relax, so i did, then scolds me... say i should study... goodness... when i am studying, she ask me to relax, go out with friends, use the computer, now when i am just using the computer, she scolds me... well...

thinking of her again... she has not been online for ages... ha... perhaps shes studying? ha even so... she will just reply for the sake of replying...



yup, colourblind... well... who am i anyway? i am just a nobody... unlike her... ha...
time will tell i guess... well... even when i try to talk to her... she answers for the sake of answering... ha...



well... the killers again...

emotional is the word now... at least the people around me are very emo now... well... perhaps this is a part of growing up? emotions sure change so randomly like the weather... well... sometimes we really wonder who's in the wrong... well, as selfish as we are, we will always blame the other party... but sometimes, we should really ask ourselves if we did put in too much emotions in the first place, perhaps we could even make sure rather that confirming ourselves... well... that's life? some people are just so lucky to be able to find the person they love, well, some are just plain unlucky... just seems to be hurt every time... now who's wrong? well, lets say that in such a situation, everyone is wrong... screw those assholes who go around playing with people's feelings... bastards...


Three Visible USAF F-15 Eagle Fighter Jets With the 21st Tactical Fighter Wing Escort Two Soviet MiG-29 Fighter Jets to
Elmendorf Air Force Base, Alaska, For Refueling
August 1, 1989
State of Alaska, USA


i just wish that i will not fall in the category to be a person whom plays around with people's feelings... thank God i am not... well... life is unfair yea?

i am feeling so lazy now... i really feel like sleeping again... well... can a fighter pilot wanna be be like this? no right? gotta preserve on and study even though i hate it so much... got tuition later at 2.30... argh... maths... i am getting to hate this subject now... really hate it to the max... chem too... the equilibrium topics... freaking stupid... ha... well, more time to study... less time to play...

my holidays so far... the most satisfying time is the time when i can sleep and wake up late... i have not gone out with anyone to orchard road yet... can you believe it? i am spending my time at home and home only... goodness, i have not touch foot in orchard road for like what? since sec 3... goodness... i really need to get out... i am getting sick just staying at home to study... well, at least i am meeting my secondary school friends for lan again... lol, tmr will be a better day...

but hey... just a few more months and i can relax already... just sacrifice this time now... study hard... do not need to do very well... just can get into local uni can already... if possible, can do well, get a scholarship in RSAF... even better...

my mom is getting super grouchy these few days, asks me to relax, so i did, then scolds me... say i should study... goodness... when i am studying, she ask me to relax, go out with friends, use the computer, now when i am just using the computer, she scolds me... well...

thinking of her again... she has not been online for ages... ha... perhaps shes studying? ha even so... she will just reply for the sake of replying...



yup, colourblind... well... who am i anyway? i am just a nobody... unlike her... ha...
time will tell i guess... well... even when i try to talk to her... she answers for the sake of answering... ha...



well... the killers again...