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Sunday, 20 January 2008 !@#$% 9:52 pm
well, i am super stressed now... stressed up in school, so many homework to do, so many things to understand, so many things to study, so little time... goodness, mugging my *@^$*^$@*(!)(!#*$ life away... spent so much time doing integration, still cannot do the questions i do not understand, damn, super stressed up now... econs is not what's it was like... i honestly appreciate my teacher's enthusiasm, but i cannot understand her at all, i do find my time in econs tutorial a waste of time... damn... there is no structure to her lessons, no structure on how to answer an essay or source based question... everything is verbal... words words words but no writings on the board... damn, i am so screwed... chem has so much to remember, hai... STRESS!!! well, at least there are some people whom are very hardworking too, huiyu from my OG is sure hardworking, saw her in the school library on friday, she was studying i guess, i was in the library studying and did not notice her (sry...). then she came and asked where to borrow the econs textbook. went with her to look for it... i was so ashamed that i do not even know where the book was... well, found it, and she borrowed it... ha, i do not remember doing that when i was in JC 1... well, life have been very structured, school, home, tutorials, lecture notes, sleep, tution, more work... no time to even go for a jog... i am very weak now, cannot finish my 2.4 under 12 minutes... man... mrs christina tan is pregnant!!! goodness, from her stomach, i think its a boy, like my grandma used to say, the sharper the stomach, means the higher chance of a boy... ha, i do wanna tell her to walk slowly... she has a baby but she walks like theres no tomorrow, i am very worried for her... she better look after herself... well, she never fails to give me more pressure... "striaght As... sharp sharp A's want to see in your results"... ![]() i think i am putting in too much emotions now... thats not good at all, thats super bad... shit... well, i must control my emotions now... i need to study hard now... go all the way for my dreams... i am fine ok... just need to control my emotions and work hard |