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Wednesday, 16 January 2008 !@#$% 7:26 pm
![]() its been days since i last blogged... so many things happened during the past week. i had been through the JC 1 orientation which totally rocked!!! I FREAKING LOVE AQUILA AND 1A06!!! you guys rock! you guys have been the best, no matter if we did win or not, you guys really are the best! orientation for this year's JC 1 i must say was an experience that i will never forget, met so many new people, some were hyper active, some were quiet, some were just superb. i really cherish the time we had together, even though it was their orientation, it does feel as if i was involved in their class too... ha... honestly, i kinda miss 1A06 already... there is so much to orientation that i wanna say but its very difficult to describe. perhaps one thing i will like to mention would be the "anyhow" cheer that i proposed... its a cheer where you just follow this crazy person(me). well, i think i made a total fool of myself during orientation, but hey, at least some people enjoyed it yea? ha. i certainly enjoyed myself... the first few days was kinda demoralising due to the fact that the freshman were not "warmed up". had, there were times where i just shouted, and there was no response, or even times where i shouted for a cheer, and there was just a mummer... ha, but the last day turned out to be brilliant, i guess my team was so hyped up, we were really crazy during the wet games, ha, i really had fun with you guys too... even though we cheated right in front of everybody, it was a good fun. not to mention the game where we had to crawl on the red net ball court, where we all ended up having abrasions on our elbows and knees, no to forget the times we just sat under the hot sun trying to have a tan... HA!!! i am not kinda tan thanks to you guys. well, i do miss the time when i was a freshman just like them, it was the best time of my life, getting to know people, going crazy just for fun, and of course, getting to know 1S20 and now 2S17, damn, i think my class is fated to be together... ha, i am really blessed to know 1A06 too, its been a pleasure to serve you guys, i hope that you guys did have fun, cos i certainly did. well, all the good times must come to an end, i just hope that i can continue to keep in touch we you people, especially to those in AQUILA!!! well, this is the "anyhow cheer guy" talking to you! ha well, life goes on... and i am back to school, finishing my homework, sleeping late again, and of course, studying for exams and tests... ha... well, it will be a better day tomorow, it always is... well, at least i have the Lord to trust upon. its only nine words, thats all... well, at least there was some words exchanged... i am only human, i do have feelings... well, i think she still does not know... i am putting in too much emotions already, i need to hold back, or else i might be hurt again... well, shes still a league above me... sometimes, i do feel like an coward, sometimes i just wanna tell her, but... i guess i am just worried, sometimes i just know that i have no hope... shes too good to be true... well... the more i see her, the more i think she is special... well, i gotta hold back... cannot get to carried away... but again, which is more important? my dream? my aim? or someone whom i find so mysterious yet so special, the phrase "so close yet so far"... you know, you are like seeing her everyday, but there is no courage, its so damn irritating yet the thought of her is just so comforting... well, i still have yet to talk to her... i still have yet to consider... why am i feeling like this? well... shes just special... damn... well, God created feelings for a reason right? he made male and female for a reason too, well, i gotta pray, i gotta be sure... once bitten twice shy... but yet again, what am i? i am just a nobody... shes way above me... besides... i look like... crap... goodness... well... as for now... i do not know what to do... for you i will... well, i can play the guitar, thats a good start... i guess... well... lets just start work...again... |