well, i think i have flung many tests this week, well, i have studied for it, but its just not working... well, i thought i knew my stuff, until i sat for the paper... all things went wild... start to forget stuff, panic a little, and before you know it, the test is over and i have to submit an unfinished test paper...





there are 2 ways in which i can see this problem, one way is that i do what i have been doing last year, whine all about it and do nothing about it, pity myself for no God Damn reason, and turn back to regret...

the other way is to see it as a barrier that i have to cross, never mind, there is still another chance, i will be positive and i will work harder for it, so what if i fail now? i can still do it again, and i will do it, i will work hard, to get good results, and go to the university, and most importantly, get into RSAF.




well, seems like i am not the only one, everyone seems to be in some sort of stress and pressure... seems like we should really look back, and never regret, always move forward, and strive for the best...

this means, more time, less play... and action...

i still remember mrs christina tan's expectation of us, STRIAGHT As, SHARP SHARP As... i can do it, nothing is impossible...

i will pick myself up again, and try, try and try.




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sometimes, my emotions take the better of me, sometimes, i control my emotions too much, sometimes, i just do not know what to do, its damn irritating, because it is not something that i have full control over, its just comes and go... you know, like periods...



Blast your speakers.

well, i think i have flung many tests this week, well, i have studied for it, but its just not working... well, i thought i knew my stuff, until i sat for the paper... all things went wild... start to forget stuff, panic a little, and before you know it, the test is over and i have to submit an unfinished test paper...





there are 2 ways in which i can see this problem, one way is that i do what i have been doing last year, whine all about it and do nothing about it, pity myself for no God Damn reason, and turn back to regret...

the other way is to see it as a barrier that i have to cross, never mind, there is still another chance, i will be positive and i will work harder for it, so what if i fail now? i can still do it again, and i will do it, i will work hard, to get good results, and go to the university, and most importantly, get into RSAF.




well, seems like i am not the only one, everyone seems to be in some sort of stress and pressure... seems like we should really look back, and never regret, always move forward, and strive for the best...

this means, more time, less play... and action...

i still remember mrs christina tan's expectation of us, STRIAGHT As, SHARP SHARP As... i can do it, nothing is impossible...

i will pick myself up again, and try, try and try.




_____________________________________________________________________________________


sometimes, my emotions take the better of me, sometimes, i control my emotions too much, sometimes, i just do not know what to do, its damn irritating, because it is not something that i have full control over, its just comes and go... you know, like periods...



Blast your speakers.