the week has finally ended... many things happened during the week, especially in school, well, thank God that I finished all my HW for the week during the weekends, I had a relatively "better" week than I usually have, at least I get to slp at 12 instead of 1-2 in the morning just to finish my HW... well, did a chem retest today, it went well, just go a few things mixed up, all in all, I had a "better" week.

PE... physical education, did sort of a NAPFA this week, on average I think I did really poorly for it, 2.4km - 12.40 mins, pull ups - 13, standing board jump - 228cm... damn poor, I am quite disappointed with myself... well, that means more time have to be spent to work out...

NUS came to give a talk on admissions to the university... honestly, I do feel a little demoralized... "A,A,B will get you a place in a `not so competetive` course" this means my H2 subjects have to be at least As... well, I am quite stressed by it now, considering the fact that I am on a road to no return... well, must remember my dream of being a fighter pilot... gotta put in the extra effort... to work damn hard...

well, on the other hand, life in school have been pretty stressful, there are indeed many things that I do not understand and need to clarify, well, again, I must put in more effort to do my revision diligently... times flies, its already February... damn... common test is a month away, I wonder if I can do better than my promos, I must have confidence in myself, and must put in action to study hard...

sometimes, I really wonder, if I am a damn lucky person to be in Singapore, to have everything, or am I a bloody bastard not cherishing things in life... you answer that for me...

as I walk around school, I kind of find that other classes seems to be having a gd time together, I do not find the intensity and stress that I feel in class, honestly, I do feel quite pressured and stressed when I get to class, its like there is such a high benchmark to be conquered... well, I am just going to go my own pace and work hard... do my best...

played my guitar today... lol, the strings are rusting again, gotta buy new strings again... its been a long time since I last played with my guitar... well, cannot remember the chords for songs that I used to play and love... and like always, I cannot sing properly... ha, well, I had a gd time though...




I still think she's attractive... but well... there nth I can do right? I cannot be so selfish, besides... who am I...

the week has finally ended... many things happened during the week, especially in school, well, thank God that I finished all my HW for the week during the weekends, I had a relatively "better" week than I usually have, at least I get to slp at 12 instead of 1-2 in the morning just to finish my HW... well, did a chem retest today, it went well, just go a few things mixed up, all in all, I had a "better" week.

PE... physical education, did sort of a NAPFA this week, on average I think I did really poorly for it, 2.4km - 12.40 mins, pull ups - 13, standing board jump - 228cm... damn poor, I am quite disappointed with myself... well, that means more time have to be spent to work out...

NUS came to give a talk on admissions to the university... honestly, I do feel a little demoralized... "A,A,B will get you a place in a `not so competetive` course" this means my H2 subjects have to be at least As... well, I am quite stressed by it now, considering the fact that I am on a road to no return... well, must remember my dream of being a fighter pilot... gotta put in the extra effort... to work damn hard...

well, on the other hand, life in school have been pretty stressful, there are indeed many things that I do not understand and need to clarify, well, again, I must put in more effort to do my revision diligently... times flies, its already February... damn... common test is a month away, I wonder if I can do better than my promos, I must have confidence in myself, and must put in action to study hard...

sometimes, I really wonder, if I am a damn lucky person to be in Singapore, to have everything, or am I a bloody bastard not cherishing things in life... you answer that for me...

as I walk around school, I kind of find that other classes seems to be having a gd time together, I do not find the intensity and stress that I feel in class, honestly, I do feel quite pressured and stressed when I get to class, its like there is such a high benchmark to be conquered... well, I am just going to go my own pace and work hard... do my best...

played my guitar today... lol, the strings are rusting again, gotta buy new strings again... its been a long time since I last played with my guitar... well, cannot remember the chords for songs that I used to play and love... and like always, I cannot sing properly... ha, well, I had a gd time though...




I still think she's attractive... but well... there nth I can do right? I cannot be so selfish, besides... who am I...