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emotions comeback intervention time


Wednesday, 27 February 2008 !@#$% 9:31 pm
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i am tired... i need to sleep...i tend to loose my focus when i am tired, i think we all do. studied in school today, did some econs and memorised the chem organic chem mind map... well, i must say... its difficult being a JC student... but, its not impossible... nothing is impossible... i feel really good that at least, i did something thats productive in school today... well, photography today was kinda... stupid...

well yi bing, we did our best aye? you and i still rock... trust me...

i am tired, physically and mentally... but, i still remember Mrs Tan's expectation of us, "straight sharp As'" i can do it, though i am slow, i can do it... i just need to push on... fight on, after all, i need to do so if i wanna fulfil my dream.

my dream is to become a fighter pilot...

sometimes, i really wonder if God has already planned out all the stuff in my life, well, if i was in another JC, i will not be able to experience the F-16s flying over, together with the C-130s. i will never get the chance to see those F-16s do their sharp turns at low altitudes while playing soccer in the field, i will never experience the noise of the engines thats seems to mummer when i am studying in the library. maybe its just me, but when i hear those Jets, i seems to feel damn energetic, damn motivated, damn proud that i used to fly in the sky... i will be a fighter pilot one day.

well, heard news today that someone else is courting her... well... i guess this is the cue to tell me that i have no hope, and i should stop hoping for the best...

from her response, the guy must be someone whoms way better than me i guess, she was kinda happy talking about it... well, lucky guy...

well, nothing had happened, there was no start, ha, i guess all you guys reading this will only know, except her aye? well... at least i know now... so... yup... we can only just be friends... ( i am just another person...)

ha... so... nows its just me and my dream, and the F-15SG...



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