well, this weekend has been a very tiring one for me... i am just tired, i dunno why... well... nothing much really happened today... went to church and then came home to study or in fact, complete my homework...

i must say.. i had a really good time at Chloe's farewell party... well... i was a "loner" there... i did not know anyone there at all... but thank God... superboy aka Luke, was there... this guy... look like 17-18... is actually 21... GOD i feel so old sitting next to him... hes damn funny... God, the world needs more people like luke!!! argh.. the world will be a much happier place with such people around me... lol.. well, he really made my time at Chloe's farewell party a little better... especially so when i do not know anyone there...

well, i really wanted to like sort of speak to her friends, but they were just, i dunno... hard to approach? weird right, for a guy to go around talking to girls... what, trying to be fresh ar... you get the idea right? or am i just being to sensitive? well...

sometimes i really wish i was someone like Chloe... the amount of friends she has, feel so useless, how am i going to be a better person like this when i have so little Friends? even my parents say i need more Friends and quit being so... "alone"
but its difficult right? i mean, i am not the guy that goes around introducing myself, i am bad with words, in fact i get nervous when i see people i dunno... argh... how am i going to survive next time?

i feel so useless... perhaps they are right, i am really gonna die out there when i grow up... and it will really affect me as a person... been thinking about it, DAMN!!! i am really a boring person... sry Chloe... your friends are really gonna think that i am either gay, crazy, arrogant, or even anti social... argh... mom is right, i must go mix around more, and make more friends, if not, any girl, or in fact every girl will defiantly find me a very boring guy to be with...

well... i must say Chloe's mom is really cool, she was really friendly despite not even knowing me at all... well, talked to her a little, find her very similar to my mom... well... perhaps all moms are like that? i dunno... but i am still very afraid of Chloe's aunt... she SEEMS interested in me, asking me almost everything... goodness... i wanted to like run away when i heard what she was aiming to do/plan to Chloe... HAHA, but lucky... she has only sons... wait... is her son gay?

well... perhaps life's like this, friends come and go... but what makes friends different is that they will be there for you when you need them... so what if i have so little friends, they all mean so much to me... form people in sajs, to sas, to srjc... well i do not need to mention names, you guys know who you are... well...

saw a black Lamborghini Murciélago today at Chinatown... CHINATOWN... God, dad was driving us home when suddenly there was a soft humm... then... VVVVVVVVVVRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, its those kind of VROOM that comes with bass ( for people whom understand music)... it was like, solid, strong, muscular, fierce, and it just went by like that!!!! GOD... i totally freaked out, i was like screaming and shouting in the car... dad then drove behind the car ( having a very difficult time...duh) until the traffic light... when we were behind... God, we could feel the power of the car, the sound of the engine, the super cool exhaust... GOD.. my car was vibrating due to the sound lah!!! God... the acceleration was crazy... before my dad could accelerate, the damn thing was like 100 metres ahead already... IT WAS VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM then, ZZZZZZZZZHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTT as the person switched gears... GODLIKE!!! everyone was looking at it the people in the bus stop, people walking DAMN SHIOK LAH... i so wanna a Lamborghini... can anyone buy one for kenneth? pls, black, and black only...




well, that's about it i guess... i still need to go do my homework... well, its gonna be a long and torturous week ahead...

wait...

argh... nvm...

well, this weekend has been a very tiring one for me... i am just tired, i dunno why... well... nothing much really happened today... went to church and then came home to study or in fact, complete my homework...

i must say.. i had a really good time at Chloe's farewell party... well... i was a "loner" there... i did not know anyone there at all... but thank God... superboy aka Luke, was there... this guy... look like 17-18... is actually 21... GOD i feel so old sitting next to him... hes damn funny... God, the world needs more people like luke!!! argh.. the world will be a much happier place with such people around me... lol.. well, he really made my time at Chloe's farewell party a little better... especially so when i do not know anyone there...

well, i really wanted to like sort of speak to her friends, but they were just, i dunno... hard to approach? weird right, for a guy to go around talking to girls... what, trying to be fresh ar... you get the idea right? or am i just being to sensitive? well...

sometimes i really wish i was someone like Chloe... the amount of friends she has, feel so useless, how am i going to be a better person like this when i have so little Friends? even my parents say i need more Friends and quit being so... "alone"
but its difficult right? i mean, i am not the guy that goes around introducing myself, i am bad with words, in fact i get nervous when i see people i dunno... argh... how am i going to survive next time?

i feel so useless... perhaps they are right, i am really gonna die out there when i grow up... and it will really affect me as a person... been thinking about it, DAMN!!! i am really a boring person... sry Chloe... your friends are really gonna think that i am either gay, crazy, arrogant, or even anti social... argh... mom is right, i must go mix around more, and make more friends, if not, any girl, or in fact every girl will defiantly find me a very boring guy to be with...

well... i must say Chloe's mom is really cool, she was really friendly despite not even knowing me at all... well, talked to her a little, find her very similar to my mom... well... perhaps all moms are like that? i dunno... but i am still very afraid of Chloe's aunt... she SEEMS interested in me, asking me almost everything... goodness... i wanted to like run away when i heard what she was aiming to do/plan to Chloe... HAHA, but lucky... she has only sons... wait... is her son gay?

well... perhaps life's like this, friends come and go... but what makes friends different is that they will be there for you when you need them... so what if i have so little friends, they all mean so much to me... form people in sajs, to sas, to srjc... well i do not need to mention names, you guys know who you are... well...

saw a black Lamborghini Murciélago today at Chinatown... CHINATOWN... God, dad was driving us home when suddenly there was a soft humm... then... VVVVVVVVVVRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM, its those kind of VROOM that comes with bass ( for people whom understand music)... it was like, solid, strong, muscular, fierce, and it just went by like that!!!! GOD... i totally freaked out, i was like screaming and shouting in the car... dad then drove behind the car ( having a very difficult time...duh) until the traffic light... when we were behind... God, we could feel the power of the car, the sound of the engine, the super cool exhaust... GOD.. my car was vibrating due to the sound lah!!! God... the acceleration was crazy... before my dad could accelerate, the damn thing was like 100 metres ahead already... IT WAS VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM then, ZZZZZZZZZHHHHHHHHHHHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSTTTTTTTTTTT as the person switched gears... GODLIKE!!! everyone was looking at it the people in the bus stop, people walking DAMN SHIOK LAH... i so wanna a Lamborghini... can anyone buy one for kenneth? pls, black, and black only...




well, that's about it i guess... i still need to go do my homework... well, its gonna be a long and torturous week ahead...

wait...

argh... nvm...