oh well, have not been blogging for a freaking long time now, i am actually using my laptop secretly now... well, i have been banned from using the computer due to my poor results... yup, so i will not be blogging anytime soon, yup...

well, this few weeks have been ok... feeling damn stress now... well, just gonna push on and work hard... i hope i will not lose it...

i am quite happy... AT LEAST i did cros her mind... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i am happy ok... i crossed her mind... the very least... and guess what... SHE CALLED ME BY MY NAME... OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN...

lol... well... noob right... but hey... better than nothing correct?

its feels kinds wierd... but i just feel wierd hearing her call me by my name...

well... she is definatley one girl that is different from any other girls... well, at least for now, the first 18 years of my life...

shinie says i got no hope, but can try,
yibing says i need to show,
linqiang says i need to use my actions,

well... i really dunno what to do... especially so when... well, other guys whom are way better than me are after her...

sometimes i really wish i had a freaking better face... pimples are not helping at all...

i sometimes also wish i was like the person whom can always make people laugh...
maybe the friendly, socialble, likeable person...

oh well... i just lack such stuff... if only i was someone else better... perhaps she might notice me...

well... gotta study hard now, and hope that my face will heal by some miracle and i magically slim down...

RSAF is the goal baby...

oh well, have not been blogging for a freaking long time now, i am actually using my laptop secretly now... well, i have been banned from using the computer due to my poor results... yup, so i will not be blogging anytime soon, yup...

well, this few weeks have been ok... feeling damn stress now... well, just gonna push on and work hard... i hope i will not lose it...

i am quite happy... AT LEAST i did cros her mind... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, i am happy ok... i crossed her mind... the very least... and guess what... SHE CALLED ME BY MY NAME... OOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHH MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNN...

lol... well... noob right... but hey... better than nothing correct?

its feels kinds wierd... but i just feel wierd hearing her call me by my name...

well... she is definatley one girl that is different from any other girls... well, at least for now, the first 18 years of my life...

shinie says i got no hope, but can try,
yibing says i need to show,
linqiang says i need to use my actions,

well... i really dunno what to do... especially so when... well, other guys whom are way better than me are after her...

sometimes i really wish i had a freaking better face... pimples are not helping at all...

i sometimes also wish i was like the person whom can always make people laugh...
maybe the friendly, socialble, likeable person...

oh well... i just lack such stuff... if only i was someone else better... perhaps she might notice me...

well... gotta study hard now, and hope that my face will heal by some miracle and i magically slim down...

RSAF is the goal baby...