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Wednesday, 28 May 2008 !@#$% 5:29 pm
wed

i am really pissed off now... i seriously feeling like an ass now... nothing is going into my head now... why? i am seriously feeling like shit... like crap...

i feel so weak, so useless... goodness... why am i feeling like that anyway


i just gotta continue to work hard...


i will just do my best...


as for now, my head hurts, and i really need some cocaine, perhaps some heroin.... damn, i am felling real dreamy...


alright... all the best....



gotta be strong, and not let things pull me down so easliy, even if i fall, gotta pick myself up and work... after all, its just a few more months, a little more brain juice... its worth the sacrifice, its worth, this is the last lap, i gotta go all out or i will never make it... i will make it... i am not gonna die... never...

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