today was kinda "special"... after a long long time, i finally went out with mom for breakfast... oh well, seems like things are not going better... the doc says mom still has to continue to take medication to stop the bleeding, sth wrong with her womb or sth... dunno whats really happening, might need to remove it if its still bleeding... oh well... pray that she will be alright...


went to the market with mom today, bought some pork chops for dinner... i was in charge of making potato salad... its was simple... helped mom in the kitchen in the late afternoon making the potato salad...

before that, help mom do some house chores... clean the tables, fold some clothes... went to fulfil my mission, to listen to my mp3, while lying on my bed, wasting my time away... oh yea... it sure feels damn good... i soon fell asleep while love psychedelico was playing "standing bird"


its kinda weird, but the night before, i was certain that i will have some nightmares related to doom 3 or hell... well oh well... i dreamt about her... not my mom... her... goodness... and in the afternoon, while i was "relaxing"... i also dreamt about her... i think i am really crazy... like mad... i just can't stop thinking about her... the dreams well... was everything nice...

ok... i can't stop thinking about her... and the best thing of all... i really dunno what she has done that caused me to be so... "obsessed" with her... goodness... i guess the way she is is sufficient for me to go mad... i feel so childish... like some young girl yearning for prince charming... its all so... surreal, she like... argh... i dunno how to describe her...

its like, i am too shy to ask, i am too proud to loose... but sooner or later i gotta choose...


i am seriously falling into what i like to term the "young girl" thing... always yearning for my "prince charming" but of course she is a girl...its like... so... childish and so fake... then again, it does not seem so...


i really don't know how to react when i see her... i just stop... and just look at her... thats all i do... shucks...

alright...


the potato salad went well... i think... it was damn nice... lol...


gonna start work soon, can't slack no more... i have passed the threshold, theres not turning back now...

Labels: be my heroine?

today was kinda "special"... after a long long time, i finally went out with mom for breakfast... oh well, seems like things are not going better... the doc says mom still has to continue to take medication to stop the bleeding, sth wrong with her womb or sth... dunno whats really happening, might need to remove it if its still bleeding... oh well... pray that she will be alright...


went to the market with mom today, bought some pork chops for dinner... i was in charge of making potato salad... its was simple... helped mom in the kitchen in the late afternoon making the potato salad...

before that, help mom do some house chores... clean the tables, fold some clothes... went to fulfil my mission, to listen to my mp3, while lying on my bed, wasting my time away... oh yea... it sure feels damn good... i soon fell asleep while love psychedelico was playing "standing bird"


its kinda weird, but the night before, i was certain that i will have some nightmares related to doom 3 or hell... well oh well... i dreamt about her... not my mom... her... goodness... and in the afternoon, while i was "relaxing"... i also dreamt about her... i think i am really crazy... like mad... i just can't stop thinking about her... the dreams well... was everything nice...

ok... i can't stop thinking about her... and the best thing of all... i really dunno what she has done that caused me to be so... "obsessed" with her... goodness... i guess the way she is is sufficient for me to go mad... i feel so childish... like some young girl yearning for prince charming... its all so... surreal, she like... argh... i dunno how to describe her...

its like, i am too shy to ask, i am too proud to loose... but sooner or later i gotta choose...


i am seriously falling into what i like to term the "young girl" thing... always yearning for my "prince charming" but of course she is a girl...its like... so... childish and so fake... then again, it does not seem so...


i really don't know how to react when i see her... i just stop... and just look at her... thats all i do... shucks...

alright...


the potato salad went well... i think... it was damn nice... lol...


gonna start work soon, can't slack no more... i have passed the threshold, theres not turning back now...

Labels: be my heroine?