finally a saturday where i do not have to go back to school... things seems to be going pretty weird for me...

stressed, pressured, it feels so weird when you are doing something as if you understand it, but then you know nothing at all... its kinda like doing something without any purpose... i am not saying i am giving up or anything, but its just weird, that i can actually carry on, doing something without really asking why... its kinda weird when people can have the motivation to do something which seems so uncertain for me... but then again, from another point of view, i am also a person like that, just doing it, don't ask why, make sure that i dun screw things up right? honestly i've got no idea...

gonna be performing in the school canteen... the teachers' day performance... wonder why is it so difficult to perform for teachers... gotta go through so many "knock out" rounds... i don't really like this kind arrangement... make me seem as if i am like performing for my own personal glory... all i wanted is to show my gratitude for my teachers, that why we wrote the song right? seems as if its like a idol competition but its actually for the teachers... oh well, i will be playing the guitar with Rina singing, gonna be performing "cry" by mandy moore... i think we have a very high chance to qualify... lol...

commandos... many different thoughts about it... some people says its not a nice place, some people says its the experience you get... but one things for sure, if i ever get in, i have to be careful with what i do, and how i act... afterall... its not a "safe journey"... many things do happen in commandos...then again, you never try, you will never know... i might regret, but then, we all have to go through some kind of training for NS right? might as well go for the elite... after all... like Shinee said, i am gonna be a hot guy when i come out of commandos... lol... watch out, i may be shredding snakes, frogs, insects in front of you... LOL...

perhaps i am just insignificant in front of her, maybe i wasn't loud enough, maybe she just ignored me, maybe perhaps she hates me for some reason... and maybe, only maybe, she was shy? nah, can't be... she's never shy... well... perhaps i am really nothing to her afterall...

wrok hard guys... its comming, and its gonna be gone...

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finally a saturday where i do not have to go back to school... things seems to be going pretty weird for me...

stressed, pressured, it feels so weird when you are doing something as if you understand it, but then you know nothing at all... its kinda like doing something without any purpose... i am not saying i am giving up or anything, but its just weird, that i can actually carry on, doing something without really asking why... its kinda weird when people can have the motivation to do something which seems so uncertain for me... but then again, from another point of view, i am also a person like that, just doing it, don't ask why, make sure that i dun screw things up right? honestly i've got no idea...

gonna be performing in the school canteen... the teachers' day performance... wonder why is it so difficult to perform for teachers... gotta go through so many "knock out" rounds... i don't really like this kind arrangement... make me seem as if i am like performing for my own personal glory... all i wanted is to show my gratitude for my teachers, that why we wrote the song right? seems as if its like a idol competition but its actually for the teachers... oh well, i will be playing the guitar with Rina singing, gonna be performing "cry" by mandy moore... i think we have a very high chance to qualify... lol...

commandos... many different thoughts about it... some people says its not a nice place, some people says its the experience you get... but one things for sure, if i ever get in, i have to be careful with what i do, and how i act... afterall... its not a "safe journey"... many things do happen in commandos...then again, you never try, you will never know... i might regret, but then, we all have to go through some kind of training for NS right? might as well go for the elite... after all... like Shinee said, i am gonna be a hot guy when i come out of commandos... lol... watch out, i may be shredding snakes, frogs, insects in front of you... LOL...

perhaps i am just insignificant in front of her, maybe i wasn't loud enough, maybe she just ignored me, maybe perhaps she hates me for some reason... and maybe, only maybe, she was shy? nah, can't be... she's never shy... well... perhaps i am really nothing to her afterall...

wrok hard guys... its comming, and its gonna be gone...

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