alright, there are some people whom are really affected by what was mentioned... and i believe that there are some people out there, whom are pretty much caught in the middle... well, i have got some things to clarify before you even start to think about this...

first of all...

this is between me and this person... and you ( those reading my blog) are the third party... there is no need for you guys to side me or this person... please, just understand the situation, think about it, and forget about it... please... don't keep thinking about it as if its the end of the world....

besides, you should not be taking sides, in fact, you, as a third party, should listen to both side, and judge for yourself... i am not asking you guys to say whos right or wrong... i guess today, no matter any situation, theres no point to point the finger... what will happen? lets be frank... people won't change...

theres no need to form opinions, keep away, form new groups etc... please, lets just grow up, move on... besides, this is what i experienced, this might not happen to you... i just have got to accept that i am being looked down upon, just because of my looks, and i don't deserve the respect from others... i try to be nice, but sometimes, when people go overboard... its just difficult to forget... cos, perhaps, i don't even belong here at first... perhaps you guys are right... i am really trying to hard to be the nice guy...

perhaps its like this, theres no such thing as being good, cos people judge you from your looks... its a fact... well... what can i do right?

one thing for sure, i never lost my TEMPER, i listened, i tried to reason, i put in the effort, i never argued... i am honest to myself, and to you guys... what i type here is what i see, what i experienced... yes, i was angry, i was frustrated, i was disappointed... but rest assured, i never wore the mask.... i was honest to myself and you guys...

i mean, i know some of you guys will have different opinions, but perhaps, just take it as a plea from you, please do not let this affect you... as i mentioned, this is what happened to me... i doubt it will happen to you... and by you, i refer to you as a person of some status, you have the ability to do well in exams, you look decent to this person, you are talented, you are what this person refer to as "acceptable and thus respectable"...

if you are like me, i guess we only have ourselves to blame... but then again, why let one person's opinion affect us? after all... i am no the only one to suffer this "wrath"... "he" also suffered it... i did not believe it at first... but now, when i see, i felt, i know... and i am sorry to this "he" i should have trusted you... sorry...

well with all these said... i don't expect you to believe me, by all means, please, listen to both parties, judge for yourself, forget it, and move on... if you can't be bothered, good... afterall, this is my opinion, and you don't have to follow me... theres no gain... no matter which side are you on (you should not be) if you hate me or sth, be honest, and just don't fake it...

as i have mentioned, i am honest to myself, to this person, to you guys, you people can hold accountable to my words here, after so much thoughts, from my own opinion, this is who i am, this is what i am, this is what i have done, like it or not, i will stay like this, be like this... but, if you see that i am wrong, please tell me, i will change...

thank you guys.... perhaps i should really heck these people, be honest to myself, live my live like i deem fit... afterall, what have i done wrong? so what if i look like that? in fact, i don't even see myself inferior to others... i like what i do, i do what i like... whats wrong? and if you don't like the person i am, who cares? i don't... and i should not... i will be honest to myself...

hopefully, you as a person, no matter who, will read this, and don't jump to conclusions... listen to both sides, i am not saying i am right... just being honest... you are the ultimate judge...

alright, there are some people whom are really affected by what was mentioned... and i believe that there are some people out there, whom are pretty much caught in the middle... well, i have got some things to clarify before you even start to think about this...

first of all...

this is between me and this person... and you ( those reading my blog) are the third party... there is no need for you guys to side me or this person... please, just understand the situation, think about it, and forget about it... please... don't keep thinking about it as if its the end of the world....

besides, you should not be taking sides, in fact, you, as a third party, should listen to both side, and judge for yourself... i am not asking you guys to say whos right or wrong... i guess today, no matter any situation, theres no point to point the finger... what will happen? lets be frank... people won't change...

theres no need to form opinions, keep away, form new groups etc... please, lets just grow up, move on... besides, this is what i experienced, this might not happen to you... i just have got to accept that i am being looked down upon, just because of my looks, and i don't deserve the respect from others... i try to be nice, but sometimes, when people go overboard... its just difficult to forget... cos, perhaps, i don't even belong here at first... perhaps you guys are right... i am really trying to hard to be the nice guy...

perhaps its like this, theres no such thing as being good, cos people judge you from your looks... its a fact... well... what can i do right?

one thing for sure, i never lost my TEMPER, i listened, i tried to reason, i put in the effort, i never argued... i am honest to myself, and to you guys... what i type here is what i see, what i experienced... yes, i was angry, i was frustrated, i was disappointed... but rest assured, i never wore the mask.... i was honest to myself and you guys...

i mean, i know some of you guys will have different opinions, but perhaps, just take it as a plea from you, please do not let this affect you... as i mentioned, this is what happened to me... i doubt it will happen to you... and by you, i refer to you as a person of some status, you have the ability to do well in exams, you look decent to this person, you are talented, you are what this person refer to as "acceptable and thus respectable"...

if you are like me, i guess we only have ourselves to blame... but then again, why let one person's opinion affect us? after all... i am no the only one to suffer this "wrath"... "he" also suffered it... i did not believe it at first... but now, when i see, i felt, i know... and i am sorry to this "he" i should have trusted you... sorry...

well with all these said... i don't expect you to believe me, by all means, please, listen to both parties, judge for yourself, forget it, and move on... if you can't be bothered, good... afterall, this is my opinion, and you don't have to follow me... theres no gain... no matter which side are you on (you should not be) if you hate me or sth, be honest, and just don't fake it...

as i have mentioned, i am honest to myself, to this person, to you guys, you people can hold accountable to my words here, after so much thoughts, from my own opinion, this is who i am, this is what i am, this is what i have done, like it or not, i will stay like this, be like this... but, if you see that i am wrong, please tell me, i will change...

thank you guys.... perhaps i should really heck these people, be honest to myself, live my live like i deem fit... afterall, what have i done wrong? so what if i look like that? in fact, i don't even see myself inferior to others... i like what i do, i do what i like... whats wrong? and if you don't like the person i am, who cares? i don't... and i should not... i will be honest to myself...

hopefully, you as a person, no matter who, will read this, and don't jump to conclusions... listen to both sides, i am not saying i am right... just being honest... you are the ultimate judge...