its been a long time.


i am lazy. lazy to update my blog.


not many people will actually take the effort to come and read my blog.

after all, not many people are fond of me.


oh well.


i am currently doing well in Commando.


its a love and hate relationship.


i hate outfields, i hate the armskote, i hate prejumps, i hate exercises, i hate PT.


but when its all over. you just love the enriching feeling you get. its as if you have done something that nobody else have done it in their lifetime, or at least their NS tour.


most likely, i will be going over to the Air force after ATEC. i am still contemplating if i should stay in Commando, or head straight over to Air force. after all, there are still things that are waiting for me to try here in Commando. i am getting used to the lifestyle here. in fact i love what i am doing now. a little more.


have you been in a position when you thought you like a person, and you thought the person felt the same? if you had watched 500 days of summer, you would understand. but perhaps for me, is without sex, dates, and parties. everything else, is about the same.


sometimes when you think you know her, you barely touched the surface. sometimes when she mentions something, you thought, or at least hope she was referring to you. after all, it was 500 days. ok... 498 days for me.

we are supposed to have a jump yesterday. but... due to the strong wind, my sortie did not jump. damn, so much for waking up at 2 in the morning for prejumps...

well, at least i get to be in the sky again.


i don't know why, but i feel very relaxed when i am up in the sky. i feel perfectly fine, its like a drug. i get this "high" when i am in the sky, especially so when the ch-47 pilot does sharp and tight banks, and you can see the whole view of singapore.


so no matter if i jumped or not. at least i was in the sky.

its been a long time.


i am lazy. lazy to update my blog.


not many people will actually take the effort to come and read my blog.

after all, not many people are fond of me.


oh well.


i am currently doing well in Commando.


its a love and hate relationship.


i hate outfields, i hate the armskote, i hate prejumps, i hate exercises, i hate PT.


but when its all over. you just love the enriching feeling you get. its as if you have done something that nobody else have done it in their lifetime, or at least their NS tour.


most likely, i will be going over to the Air force after ATEC. i am still contemplating if i should stay in Commando, or head straight over to Air force. after all, there are still things that are waiting for me to try here in Commando. i am getting used to the lifestyle here. in fact i love what i am doing now. a little more.


have you been in a position when you thought you like a person, and you thought the person felt the same? if you had watched 500 days of summer, you would understand. but perhaps for me, is without sex, dates, and parties. everything else, is about the same.


sometimes when you think you know her, you barely touched the surface. sometimes when she mentions something, you thought, or at least hope she was referring to you. after all, it was 500 days. ok... 498 days for me.

we are supposed to have a jump yesterday. but... due to the strong wind, my sortie did not jump. damn, so much for waking up at 2 in the morning for prejumps...

well, at least i get to be in the sky again.


i don't know why, but i feel very relaxed when i am up in the sky. i feel perfectly fine, its like a drug. i get this "high" when i am in the sky, especially so when the ch-47 pilot does sharp and tight banks, and you can see the whole view of singapore.


so no matter if i jumped or not. at least i was in the sky.