went out yesterday with my/mine girlfriend...

super nervous, suddenly, the girl i used to go out with as a friend, has suddenly became my girlfriend... gosh, i can think straight... can even walk straight...

she was really pretty yesterday... i must say, quite beautiful, and some might say, pretty sexy...
haha! i think i wore a little to simple yesterday... felt quite bad...

my heart was beating super fast, when she comes close... gosh, really really cannot think properly, i am so afraid i might say or do the wrong thing, scared i might offend her, or even make her pissed off...

everything started, and past as soon as i can remember... took the train home, i reflected back on the day...

i was happy... like really happy... suddenly, theres more than just my boring mundane lifestyle... its different, from the love you get from your parents... suddenly, theres this special someone, there whom, likes you for who you are...

especially so when this person is a girl, that you have feelings for... she like you for who you are, and she means what she says...

i wish, everyday would be like that...

i still find it hard to say things to her... keep hiding it inside... dont know if she feels the same, i guess, when you are sort of hurt from the previous relationship, you tend to save some emotions, to sort of "protect, cushion" yourself if things might go wrong...

but, i feel really confident... this is it man... i want this girl...

okok, back to more serious stuff... need to start running, go back in shape, ensure that i ORD as a commando, so that my family and gf can see me in no.1 ! HAHA!

p.s. if you ever touch my gf again, i will really come and hunt you down... i will, I WILL make sure you break a bone... YES I AM DAMN BLOODY JEALOUS! AND I AM TOTALLY NOT COOL WITH YOU HAVING SUCH PHYSICAL CONTACT WITH HER.

went out yesterday with my/mine girlfriend...

super nervous, suddenly, the girl i used to go out with as a friend, has suddenly became my girlfriend... gosh, i can think straight... can even walk straight...

she was really pretty yesterday... i must say, quite beautiful, and some might say, pretty sexy...
haha! i think i wore a little to simple yesterday... felt quite bad...

my heart was beating super fast, when she comes close... gosh, really really cannot think properly, i am so afraid i might say or do the wrong thing, scared i might offend her, or even make her pissed off...

everything started, and past as soon as i can remember... took the train home, i reflected back on the day...

i was happy... like really happy... suddenly, theres more than just my boring mundane lifestyle... its different, from the love you get from your parents... suddenly, theres this special someone, there whom, likes you for who you are...

especially so when this person is a girl, that you have feelings for... she like you for who you are, and she means what she says...

i wish, everyday would be like that...

i still find it hard to say things to her... keep hiding it inside... dont know if she feels the same, i guess, when you are sort of hurt from the previous relationship, you tend to save some emotions, to sort of "protect, cushion" yourself if things might go wrong...

but, i feel really confident... this is it man... i want this girl...

okok, back to more serious stuff... need to start running, go back in shape, ensure that i ORD as a commando, so that my family and gf can see me in no.1 ! HAHA!

p.s. if you ever touch my gf again, i will really come and hunt you down... i will, I WILL make sure you break a bone... YES I AM DAMN BLOODY JEALOUS! AND I AM TOTALLY NOT COOL WITH YOU HAVING SUCH PHYSICAL CONTACT WITH HER.