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Tuesday, 23 November 2010 !@#$% 1:18 pm
well, i am leaving today... its my first time, in many ways... first time i am going overseas as a NSmen, its my first time overseas as a instructor... is my first time leaving my first gf behind... its the first time i am actually feeling like this... like theres one more thing i am leaving behind... lol... my dear... we have been through quite a load of hurdles right? but we still stuck to each other... LOL! how am i going to be used to not having you around? somebody whom will be there to disturb me, tickle me, talk to me, and most importantly, somebody to love me, the way you do? when i am not around, take care of yourself ok? at the same time, study hard, don't think about me too much (ahahahaha!) have sufficient sleep, eat properly, and when you run, dont push yourself too much! when you are stressed, troubled, worried, look at our sketchbook, pictures, and know that i will be praying for you too. now i know why you wanna have a room all by yourself so much. i will work hard, save up money for the future, so you will have a comfortable life next time. don't have to worry too much about me, i will take care of myself... wait for me to come back with all your snacks for you and your family ok? i love you dear. so much, it hurts to leave. "muack" |