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Thursday, 6 January 2011 !@#$% 11:38 pm
well, after everything... and talking to dear about stuff, and clearing things out... i guess i now know that the problem lies with me... i lack the confidence in myself to believe that i am actually of importance and i have the trust of dear. well... its my fault for thinking to much, feeling to insecure, and saying those words, and not controlling my emotions well... i am sorry. please forgive me? not only to dear, but to her friends as well... i guess now many of dear friends kinda hate me now... anyway... i must have more confidence in myself, and dear. after all, its all worth it... |